Wildness.

2010-11-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

One way to get the most out of life is
to look upon it as an adventure.
William Feather

Hello(;

It has been a long time since I last posted.
HOHO.

Time passes by quickly I guess.
Last 7 weeks, I was in China for 5 weeks
And now school has begun.
Basically nothing changes(:

Im still me. (;
Oh, wait. I express my feelings more.
HAHAH!
What I meant is that I would totally speak up what totally goes in my mind without keeping it to myself.
HOHO.
I do not know whether that is a good thing.
HAHH!
Let's see for a while.

Ohoh. I have not been updating myself about kpop nowadays.
More to drama.
Yayness.
Of course I only keep track of my old favourite groups(:
It has been 1 year Im into kpop.
Wow, amazing record.
I never attached to one thing in all my life this long.
I can be faithful at times.
Right norryn?
HOHOH!

Oh. the good thing, I am able to spend some time with my bestfriends.
Guess, not being into CCA really works.
I am able to spend some time alone too at home watching dramas.
Able to have sufficient rest without getting tired.
Gah~
Im getting less sporty and more lazy every single day.
:(
That's bad.
HOHO.

Oh,have I told you Im taking sport'c climbing for my sports and wellness module?
HOHO.
The instructor said that it is a a workout for our entire body.
Yayness. At least there is something that I can so called exercise.

Okay.Now there's nothing for me to write.
this is why I dont keep myself update.
Basically, no one read this blog.
HAHHA!(;
Secondly, I'm lazy to update.
HOHO.

Oh. But I would like to put this video here.
yes, it's my favourite. And I love their voice and they singing it live here.(:
And the lyrics is beautiful(:

PS.

2010-09-10T08:30:00.002+08:00

Happiness does not depend on outward things, but on the way we see them.
-Leo Tolstoy-

Hello(:

Today marks the day of Hari Raya Aidilfitri, 1st Syawal.
Yayness.
But personally, I feel like getting done over with ,with this celebration.
Me.not.sure.why.

Somehow Im more excited when it came to fasting month.
AHHAAHA!(:
Cos you can save your money and lose weight!
HOHO.

Due to the 4months break that we had after Olevel and not working and staying at home and EVERYDAY eat MCspicy, Ive grown fat.
I like it but then hate it cos somehow I think it goes straight to my butt.
Yes my butt is big. :(
*BOOOO!

But hey, I need to enjoy my time spent with my family before I go off.
Saded.
And when Im in china, Im SOOOO going to lose fats in my butt.
HAHHAHAHA!

Why are we talking about butt?
HAHAHAHA!

Well, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO ALL MUSLIMS OUT THERE(:

2010-09-08T10:11:00.005+08:00

One way to get the most out of life is
to look upon it as an adventure.
-William Feather-

Hello.

Today is the second-lastday-of-fasting.
*jumps around.
And is the day I'm going to have my last paper
*shout 'yes-sah'
And also Im going to break fast with my beloved ladies.
*hip-hip-hooray.

BUT, I am sick.
Sorethroat-highfever-Stress-Depressed.
*booo.

Ohoh, I will not be going to KPOP night.
*awww.
Yes, very sad indeed.

Well, today I will have Cell Biology exam.
Gone-Case. But I will pass.
I hope.HAHHA!
*pray hard

And Im not looking forward for next semester.
Micobiology-Inorganic.Chem.
But hey, there's Maths next semester.
*jumps around again.

Ohoh. I'm lack of contents.
Gah~

And hey, do I always talk crap?
HAHAHHA!
Janah,Syaf and Su said that I always talk crap since primary school.
And they can handle once in a while due to us not in the same secondary and we rarely meet -.-
And same goes to my family.
Gosh, do I?

Define crap to me can? :)

And,ohoh!
I have two injections yesterday.
FluJab&ThyfoidJab.
Given by DrSyed.

Oh who's that?
HOHO!
My favourite doctor.
Young, Charming and Witty.
It is amazing that he is a doctor.

He's brother-in-law is Dr Khairul.
Charming too.

I guess pretty genes run in the family&in-laws.
I'm jealous.
HAHAHHAH!

And no, Im not a stalker.
Im not that kind of person.HAHA!
I knew cause' they work together and have private clinic of their own.
And they are like my family doctor.
You know what I mean.

Okay.This friday is Hari Raya.
Yeay,
Excited-Not.
*laughs.

But Im excited to watch dramas and shows available on Tv on that day.
HOHO.
I know you will be giving this type of reaction.
' -.- whatthe.. '
Yes, patheticcally, Im only excited due to that.

HAHHAHA!(:

2010-08-20T19:47:00.004+08:00

Our life's a stage, a comedy: either learn to play and take it lightly, or bear its troubles patiently.
-Palladas-

Hello.
HOHO.
It has been 18 days since the last time Ive posted.
It's quite an achievement.
*claps.
HOHO.

FYI. I still keep in touch with my korean-ish stuffs.
Just to let you know.
HAHAHAHHA!

Time passes by quickly isn't it?
HOHO.
It's near the end of my second week holiday.
And I have yet to finish studying.
HOHO.
AND......
Near to HARI RAYA CELEBRATION.
*jumps around.
Yayness(:

Okay,actually I'm not really excited about it.
As years goes by, it feels like a routine and
to uphold my reputation, I don't feel like celebrating.
What's my reputation?
Being Lazy
HAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Oh,oh,oh!
Do you know I'm going off to China next month?
For 5 weeks.
And to state-the-fact, I have not been telling my best friends personally about it.
Norryn knew it from Wendy and Hunny knew it from Norryn.
HAHA!

Actually, I have told them about my plans about it before.
But have yet to confirm it during that moment.

I'm quite hesitate and wondering when is the right time to tell them.
Cos' unfortunately, it clashes with Norryn's birthday.
Yes, I'm guilty alright.

And double-the-guilt-and-sadness,
I am not able to celebrate hari raya celebration with them and
my dear primary school friends.
Okay,not to forget my family. x)

Oh.I have been neglecting my pets, Zackry and Zeqekry.
I did not buy them food.
I am a bad owner.
I will buy the food by tomorrow.
I promise.

2010-08-03T21:20:00.003+08:00

ohohoh.
Im excited.
HAHHAHA!
I miss taking photos of myself.
-.-
Sad life. HAHAHA!

Im hyper today.
Shalalala.

Ohoh!
My leg is in great pain since Monday.
Due to me not exercising for a long time.
I feeeeel FAAAAT.
I ammmmm FAAAAAT!
Okay whatthehell.
I love the fact that I gain weight but I hate the fact I gain fats.
Get it? :)

HOHO.
Oh, Hafiz kept asking me is he handsome or cute.
Yes, I know.
How thick is my cousin skin?
This thick *arms open widely.
HAHHA!
Bastard.

This web is dying every minute.
But there's nothing I can do.
;)

2010-07-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

*blank.

I feel bored,sensitive,angry,crazy.
Let's just say 60% not my usual self :(
Bye.

2010-07-09T09:06:00.003+08:00

Whatever happens,there will always be someone to be there for you.

Hello.
I have a time of my life yesterday.
Catching up with primary school friends
and knowing them more especially Ewan.
HAHAH!

So we ate at PIZZA HUT.
Yeay. (:
Basically I laugh alot and make myself dizzy-.-
pathetic yes.
But who cares, that shows Im having fun. HAHAH!
Reminiscing our primary school days.
Some shocking news and funny and embarrassing. HAHAHH!

And, I think my hair during primary school days left my friend a big impression.
HAHAH!
yes, I have 'Afro' hair last time.
Its cute okay! HAHA!

And then we chill outside library near playground.
Damn fun (:

And I wonder when I will see my bestfriends.
Hunny , Norryn when I will get to hang out with you. HAHAHHA!(:

I want it to be stay that way always (:

2010-06-25T19:01:00.005+08:00

The future belongs to those who believe the
beauty in their dreams
-Eleanor Roosevelt-

There are many things to be sad for today;

1.Cant meet Norryn and Hunny !
2.Due to my nenek sedara passed away.
3.Cousins just told me when we were kids,I have a sickness of i-want-everything-my-way-and-you-must-follow-me-nomatter-what.
4.Therefore,they were scared of me.
5.My legs are hurting me so badly.
6.This makes me feel so old.
7.I just remembered that I have not done my project yet.
8.Which make me scared that Ive done nothing to contribute.
9.Mom just scolded me for not taking shower after a long day.
10.Calls me unhygienic. ( i deserved it though HAHHA!)
11.I missed my korean show.
12.That reminds me that I will miss the repeat on Sunday due to projects.
13.Holidays are going to end soon.
14.I'm hungry but
15.I need to burn down fats.
16.This whole list makes me like a weak,spoilt,complaint kid :(

HAHAHA! (:

2010-06-08T12:15:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Oh,oh!
I have been hanging out with my primary school freinds lately.
Wait,suppose to be catching up.
Two times.
Hoho.

Firstly, met with 6B friends which in the same school as me,Ngee Ann.
Had a lots of fun!
Total was 5 of us, Me, Kai Qin, Li shi, Dion and Chee Han.
Pathetic but is fun.
Shockingly, we even saw our 6B form teacher during that day.
Coincidence much? (:

Second, my all-time-favourites, JANAH AND SUKAINAH! + MUHAIMIN (:
Totally,just sit at LJS for 2+ hours talking and chill.
Then go home.
As some of us have test the next day.
and it was already near 7pm
HHHAHAH!
Reminisce our past.
How we change as time goes by.
Aww,we miss those times.
And on that day, i walk barefooted on my way home due to my broken slipper.
-..- .
Awful yet fun.
Cos I was laughing throughout the journey.

Hehe!
To add my excitement,I gt a ticket for meet-and-greet session with UKISS!
Thanks to Wendy as her friend could not make it.
But she is stil going for the showcase the next day.
But I prefer showcase than meet-greet.
But thats okay, I can meet them eventhough Im not a big fan(:

And Im going to watch Karate Kid on Thursday.
Yay!

Wish me luck on my Organic Chem Paper Today(:

When,am I going to meet the other two?
You two urh, *sigh
HAHAH!

You know who you are.
HAHAH!

2010-06-06T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Tomorrow is the starting of common test.
First Paper, Cell Biology.
5 Chapters.
Now Im at Chap 3.
Time:9.00pm -..-

Wish me luck.

HOHO.
I should be studying now.
And that's what Im gonna do.
Gonna head to sleep early today.
Nyeheh!

It's a lonely road,I walk in.

2010-05-30T21:35:00.004+08:00

HOHO!
Cell Biology Project is DONE at last.
I thought Im going to go haywire.
But, actually,infotech is giving me a signal to go bonkus in any moment.
-..- .

Weekends are gone just like that.
Gah, I need some entertainment to cheer me up right now.
There are tons to do but my hands are itching to go and watch dramas right now.
-..-

Tralalala.

I just need hope.

2010-05-21T21:56:00.004+08:00

Strangers then friends and then back into strangers

Awkward yet strange.
No matter what, when strangers came into my life and become my friends.
I wont discard them and treat them as strangers.
It is not something I can do.
I may dislike or like you and still I will treat you as a normal friend
would do.
I would still smile and say hello as though nothing happen.
Cos it's just me.
Thankyouverymuch.

One, Two , Three

HOHO(: I skipped my floorball camp.
Firstly,LAZY. (as always;D )
Secondly,it takes up my weekends-.-
Thirdly, I need to catch up and revise my work +homeworks.
Lastly,I want to watch a movie with Wendy. :)
Hoho.

Common test is getting near.
Panic? Yup.
Excited? Yup.
Stress? Yup.
That covers it(:

Someone,please help me in Cell Biology.
HAHHA!I feel clueless and it feels like as though everything is new to me.
Wait,what is nucleic acid?
Gosh. See,I need revision now.

And I miss my bestfriends.
You may wonder why I am not spending time with them during the weekends?
HOHO. They are in a honeymoon season during the weekends(: HOHO.
And during weekdays we are all busy :( .
Guess we will figure out somehow(: .

And I miss Sukainah and Janah.
WHY ARE YOU TWO SO DARN BUSY TOO? :(
But thankgod,our friendship is still intact and we have many things to say despite not having the same instituition or secondary school. 10 and 9 years of friendship. (:

And I miss my WENDY(:
Hoho.We will meet tomorrow.
MUAHAHAHA!

I am missing all of you.(:

2010-05-15T11:48:00.002+08:00

I should update right?
HAHA!

Poly life isnt as what people describe.
'Slack'?
If anyone of you said that again,I swear Im going to kick your 'lambade',
then you know.

I realised that I keep studying but nothing ever goes inside my head-.-.
Wait,it should not be called study then.HAHA!
Especially Cell Biology.
I need Mr Anand now.
Now I wonder why now I appreciate him. -.-
Lectures on cell biology make me want to sleep.
It is like a Lullaby okay.

But Practicals are FUN!
First Time,I keep getting good marks for it(:
Yup,stay for three years and see what happens.
HAHAHAH!
I would guarantee that it wont last long.
HAHHAHA!
But nah,I should think otherwise.(:

OH,I have an IS module.
Communication toolkit.
Most Hated modules because it is similar to english.
I just did my assesment 2 yesterday and my friends and teacher evaluated me that I use informal language.
What do you expect,Im not even prepared.
You take one topic and talk about it straight away-.-.
And I said 'oh shit' in the middle of it.
1.5 minutes feel like forever.
Hope that from now,I will be using formal language.

OHOH!Yesterday manage to chat with HUNNY and NORRYN!
Excited?
Of course I do.
Only god knows how grateful I am to have them and how much I miss them. (:
And Oovoo is a great type of MSN.
I got to oovoo with hunny(:
HAHHA!

Maybe Im going to CHINA!
For 5 weeks.
eheh. Study two mudules there.
And during my semester 2, I would only be doing 3 modules.
From the three modules,there are sports and wellness.
It is like taking up a sport.
So only two modules that I would be totally study on IF I go to China.

Haha!I should end here.I would update soon.
I know it feels like waiting for another month. XD
Wait it is another month,Now is may.
last updated;April.
HAHAHHA!

2010-04-30T10:52:00.001+08:00

2010-04-23T20:14:00.002+08:00

Life has been definitely great. (:
Except the parts where some topics kill my brain cells.
Well, what do I expect from polytechnic?
Carefree? That's totally bogus.

School is fine.
Classmates are great.
We are close to each other now. (should be)
HAHA!

Projects and Homeworks have just started.
So get on with the 'real deal' now.
Play hard Work Harder.

Well,but for now, I will relax a bit.
HAHAH!

Have been really close with Sumi despite not having the same class/lectures.
Just right after school,we meet and play scrabble today.
Epic.
HAHAHA!

Well basically she's like me.
HAHAH!
But more gila than me.HAHA!
We love the same thing though:)

And not to forget my classmates:)
Seriously they can be as crazy and hilarious as they can be.
1F03/MBIO T01 rocks :)

I think everyday I will make new friends. :)

Yesterday, Sumi introduce to me a new friend,Mahirah other than Afiah:).
the first question she ask about me is about Kpop.
HAHAH!
Apa lagi, go gila urh.

Seriously the whole journey from school to Mrt,all we talk is mostly about Kpop.
HAHAHA!
DBSK RAWKS kay?
Hmph.
HAHAH!

Love all my new friends.
HAHAH!

Well,now I think my blog is to update my life to my bestfriends though.
Cos they are the main ones that read my blog.
Is there any regulars?(loler,aini dont put your hopes too high)

H&N:I read your blogs.And both of you are doing fine:)
Gdluck with your future studies.
Imissyouandloveyou.

FW:Norryn,korean version is better to listen though.
AHHAHAHA!:)

2010-04-20T14:11:00.002+08:00

First Day Of School was not bad.
Untilthe end of lesson I found out that
I lost my ezlink card-.-
Yes,I knew it when I decided to go home.
Saded.

In the end I go home taking bus.
Wasted $3.
Money gone like that.
First day, use alot of money.
Same as second day.
Seriously,I feel like Im giving some donation.
Go up and down buying our things.
And I give away my money like giving out flyer okay.
HAHAHHA!

Second day,Lagi best.
Most Lecturers end the lesson like 30 minutes early.
So many free time.
And the great thing is everywhere we go,we basically go as a class.
Okay most of us:)
And I ate at Zesty for lunch.
Is the place halal?
HAHA!
I think it will be my first and last now.

Mr Billie Trevor is a cool person
And he is our advisor.
How cool is that!:)

HAHA!After that,we chill @OurSpace 72 in the center of the place.
Cos thats the longest sit which have 12 chairs.
Exactly for us.
But actually we have 16 students in our class:)

Well,basically, I enjoy myself.
And I hope and bet that my best friends do enjoy themselves too:)
I miss you guys:(

2010-04-15T15:30:00.001+08:00

I am sick.
Have slept more than 12hours.
Its dreadful.
I want to sleep again.-.-

2010-04-09T18:31:00.004+08:00

Aish, Im all alone again with my grandmother.
HAHAH(:
Suddenly it feels like this house,there's only me and my grandma.
Saded.

Nevertheless, I had fun.
Guess what?
Due to not having a proper breakfast
and I need to buy my own brunch,
I decided to cook instead (:

Because I need real food.
And not fake food.
(:

Tada~
Sambal Seafood(:
Yummy.

Of course I did this with the help of my grandmother.
She gives me instruction and I did it.
Yeah.

Finally I can cook(;
My first dish.
HAHAH(:
Never thought that cooking can be this great(:

Gah,
my parents are going to attend my brother's P.O.P .
And I never follow, cos they know too well that I dont really like waiting
doing nothing.
Especially more than 2hours.

And congrats to him for being the Best'something' .
HAHHA!
All I know it means best out of the best from everybody.
As expected from him.
He got the charms and the aura that people drawn/come to him.
unlike his siblings. -.-
Of course that is what I think.

Freshman Camp is drawing near.
Half of me is excited about it.
while the other is hesitating about going
Ahh~.

Oh.Qiaosian contct me about tchoukball.
Seriously I dont want to go.
As I promised myself that my previous competition is my last.
Dont get me wrong, I love the sport.
But I just dont fit in.
And furthermore they need players.

My heart tells me no but my brain tell me go out of pity
cos they are short of players -.- .
(now my brain have feelings,and my heart is cold -.-)
Sorry heart. Bear with the 'loneliness' for two separate days.
And I know I'm gonna be the spoiler.
I am not a good player cos I lack of practice.

Well that's it for now(:

2010-04-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST~
(:

Best Movie Ever.
HAHAH!

Have been wanting to watch it.
So I watched it in youtube.
As expected, I never get tired of it.
Somehow I think the beast is more charming than his human form.
HAHA!

Oh,about movie.
I have watched 'How to train your dragon' with Wendy.
Super nice plus cute especially toothless.(name of the dragon)
I swear that this movie is nice.
(:

Ahhh, suddenly this house become so quiet.
Parents went to KL for 4 days.
No nagging about cleaning up the house.
Hahah. I missed it alot.
Although I hate to be told to do so.

Oh, today accompany Wendy as she wants to buy a bag.
But instead I bought my things and she did not buy her bag-.-
I spent near $50.
Im depressed.
On a bright side, I managed to buy two plain t-shirts(:
and a guitar pendant that Ive wanted. (:
Plus my rabbit food-.-

I have forgotten that shopping will be this tiring
cos I never like shopping that much before.
Loler.

Oh,yes.
I watched Mnet Scandal.
About korean celebrities dating with a regular person.
They are in relationship for 7days and at the end,
They will decide whether they wanted to continue the relationship.

It's a sad thing that the celebrity needs to consider their jobs
plus thinking about crazy fans that would hurt the person.
And the thought of whether that person could handle the fact that it will be hard to meet regularly due to their popularity and being criticise by fans. -.-

But a 7day relationship with a celebrity.
How cool is that?
HAHAH!:)
You will no more be known as a fan
But hold a status as their girlfriend/boyfriend.

I wish I had one.
But too bad I wont be faithful.
*inside joke
LOLER.

Oh, you know what?
One of my favourite korean band, DBSK, have stopped/pause(I hope) their group
activities and they are doing their solo activities.
Saded. Yes, Im devastated.
HAHAH!

Ah yes, my brother wanted to sell me off to karang guni -.-

In a lift,
K:You live here?
B&A : Yes.
K: Got any newspaper?
B&A: Nope.
K: Phones or laptops?
B&A : Nope.
K: (sad)
B: Oh, I have. My sister. How much she cost?
K: .....tak boleh jual anak.
B&A: *laughs as we went out from the lift.

I ask my brother why he did that.
Guess what?
He sympathise the karang guni as he looked sad
as we got nothing to give.
-.-

And he knows that if he sell himself instead.
Nobody wants to buy him.
HAHAHHA!
No charms.
Okay, Im being evil.
HAHAHHAHA!
Still, I love him:)

I want the school to start now.
Seriously I dont know how I could survive
by staying at home for almost 4 months.
Im tired of it.
HAHAH! (:

Oh yar, Im interested in Greek history now.
due to the Clash of the Titans(old version)
and of course Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief.
So Im going to read it up now(:

(:

2010-03-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, MUHAMMAD HAIKAL!

Yes,this loveable friend-lover-enemy-brother of mine
is 21 years old.
You're old.
And I miss you.

Wake up early to celebrate his birthday
by eating Delifrance at Jurong Point.
I ate Seafood Spaghetti Pomodoro.
It was somehow plain,
therefore I got sick of it.
HAHHA!.
Yes, Im picky.

Then we went home.
HAHAHAH!
Thats how we celebrate.
The ALI family style.
HAHHA!.

Well, I got my fun too.
I got bullied by my first brother
by him putting his arms over my neck.
Basically he just grab it.
HAHAH!

As perusual,
I seek for my second brother's help,
he ignored.
When my first brother let go of me,
I scold my second brother and he said
I thought you guys were playing.
-.- .

How does it called playing by me
struggling to get away from his sudden attacks.
HAHAAH!.

But I know,
this is what it called brother's tagteam.
They help one another.
HAHHA!.
I miss those time.
(:

Oh, do you know on Thursday I have besties day-out?
(:
I miss them lots now.
We had fun but it was a short period due to my curfew.
Well, hunny has a headache and norryn needs to attend to her tvprogrammes.
HAHHA!

And seriously, do I always act cute?
HAHAH!
Hafiz and Afiq kept saying that.

It's naturally like that,okay.
-.-
HAHAHHA!

I dont act cute.
I am cute.
Okay wtf.
HAHAHHA!

Had a funny conversation with my brother.

B: *kicks my butt*
A: Oi, I know that my butt is cute and you want to have a butt like mine.
B: Who wants to have your butt?
A: It's one and only, okay. HAHAH!
B: -.- . If I have a blog, Im going to write that my sister loves to brag about herself.
A: NO. I dont....
B: In a cute manner.
A: YA BETUL! (yes,correct) Now I give you the permission to write that.

HAHHAHA!

And did I told you that I bought a garskin for my lappy.
I got comments that it was lil bit childish and I was acting cute -.-
Sincerely by HAFIZ and Afiq.
The Regulars for 'complimenting' me.
HAHHA!

Yes, I must agree that the design was more to a kid's choice.
But hey, it caught my eye and it reminds me on how I was
when I was a kid.

Actually, I wanted to take a vintage-style
or etc that looks nice to me.
there's alot and one of them,the background was white.
So it kinda of redundant to have a white lappy and having a a white background garskin to prevent it looks dirty.

And I need to choose a garskin that I wont get sick of it.
So kid's style is the bestest choice.
As it looks refreshing
HAHHA!.
It makes me happy though.

Ahh, my body aches.
I'm old.
HAHAH.

Right now, I crave for an adventure.
(:

2010-03-22T15:25:00.005+08:00

Yes,Onew. You are cute. :)

Hello.
Currently,downloading software into
my new lappy that is required for my course.
Gah, Adobe is taking so long.
Supposedly, I just wanted to download it all and just off it.
But it takes hours due to Adobe.

I have yet to do my homework.
It has been more than a week.
And I did not even touch it.
Yes, Im ashamed.

Oh yeah,
Did I told you I wanted to go to Sport's Camp?
Sadly, I did not get picked.
I wasnt lucky through the balloting.
And have I told you I asked Muhaimin to go with me?
Eventually, he get it. -.-
HAHHA!

Oh,
On Sat, I attend tchoukball training to
have a friendly match with Paya Lebar.
For 4 months, I have not bee practicing.
Thanks to my laziness.

I was always _________ and ____ when I
go tchoukball and thus I _______ it.
I love the trainings and I missed it.
This will be the ______going to tchoukball.
:)

And that day was my worst/hateful/sad/agfkfga day.
Ive got splashed by a running vehicle cos it was raining that day.
I left the school building when it was raining cos there's no need for me
to be staying there and desperately wanting to go home and eat.

I lost my earings that is always with me since primary school.
I kept it cos we are not supposed to wear it during matches.
-.- .
And eventually I lost it.

The hateful thing is I got ________.
Thankyouverymuch.

Thankfully,
Televesion made my day.
Ive got to wath my favourite program and ate chicken rice.
Yum.

And Ive got 4 new pair of earrings!
Cute earrings to be specific:)
It is from my mother's friend's daughter.
She has a blogshop.
She made earrings + other accesorries.
Handmade from plastic:)
Last time was from clay :)

And she made it for me.
ThankYou;D

Officially I love watching
Dad's Girls and Dallas divas and daughters.
:) Reality shows~
They are nice.

And also hae been watching korean variety shows and dramas.
That is a plus to regain my happiness.
Hahah!

Now Im worried about clothes.
I regret not going JC
So therefore I do not need to think about this.
-.-.
Although I surveyed,
none of the clothes suits me or personality.
I'm picky.

I wanted to buy shoes, clothes
And some accesories.
Now I think Ive changed.
To a more feminine side.
Is this a good thing?
Hmmm. *wonder
HAHHA!
Yet, I feel shy and lazy to buy this things.
-.-
Especially with my mom.
AHHAHA!
Dont ask me why.
I feel more relaxed with my friends somehow.
But then,money is better come from my parents than my savings.
HAHAHAH!

And have I told you that my brother
has started his attachment?
Im going to be all alone with my gradmother
now.

1st bro- NS
2nd bro- Attachment.

No one to bully me.
No one to pick up fights on.
No one to tolerate my nonsense.
No one to ignore my random topics and craziness.
No one to accompany me watching tv.

It is a sad world.
HAHAH!

Oh yeah,
Should I follow my parents to KL?
I could shop there cos it's cheaper.
And I could even rest in the hotel without anyone telling me to do housechores.
HAHAH!
Yes, Im lazy.

I need the school to start now before Ive become worse.
Gah~ .

But if i do not go,
I could go out with my friends.
LOL.
Of course, Im not going out without their permission.
Pshhh, Im not that kind of a daughter.
HAHHAHA!
Who knows right?
HAHAH!
Now Im doubting myself.

But I dont think I can go out.
Cos, I need to take care of my grandmother as her leg is swollen.
Yes, it's indeed my fault for not doing what a daughter need to do.
Cook, wash/hang clothes, clean up the house.
It seems I dont like to do this.
Especially cooking.
HAHAHA!

But then, if everybody wants to do what they like.
It will be chaos.
So Im going to learn to like this.
When I get married.HAHAHAHHA!

And now, my whole body is aching.
-.-
Im old.

2010-03-15T20:09:00.004+08:00

Hello(:
And yes, Ive gone to IMM to see SHINee showcase
On saturday.
I regret not buying their
album + ticket=$35 .

But I could not bear to see my money being used up.
Cause at foremost, I only wanted to see Onew -.-
Yes,Im pathetic.

But if I see all.
Then, its better.
Ever heard the more the merrier.
HAHHAHA!

I bring along Wendy and my two cousins,Fiz & Mirah.
But sadly, Mirah came too late.
Worst of all, she ran under the rain and that cause her slipper to be broken.
Wait am i using the right expression?
Broken?

Well,nevermind,you get what I mean.
And she bought a slipper at Daiso= $2 .
Cheap and worth it:)
Hahah.

Well,the good news is that,
I SAW ALL OF THEM:)
Especialy Onew.
Yes, I was high at that moment.
But I only see them from afar and at the top.
-.- .

And surprisingly,
when its over.
I asked wendy to run with me to the carpark at the bottom from 4th floor to see them leaving.
HAHHAA!
Basically, I followed the fans.
Always trust the fans.
HAHAHAH!

Okay when we are at the carpark.
We heard fans screaming.
But do not know where they are from.
So we waited at the exit.
HAHAHAH!

Saw one ugly van.
And i mistaken one as key
due to the previous hair -.-
And just remembered key dyed his hair into brownish-blonde(?)

And then the actual one came.
But I was the only one just blindly waving goodbye to the van.
without knowing them inside.-.-
I only know it when the fans started screaming and chasing it after I wave. -.-
Yes,CHASING.

I was at first wanting to join them but eventually give up.
Due to my conscience.
Loler.

So, right after that,
went bowling.
and then home sweet home.

(:

Oh.
I just bought Fujitsu Lifebook at Ngee Ann.
Supposedly, wanting to buy Vaio
But school doesnt offer.
So might as well buy other brands.
Cause in school, they sell cheap:D
I like (:

Okay, you all may think I am stingy with money.
But if you know me well, Im not.
HAHHA!
I just like cheap but nice stuff.

Thankgod.
No need to fight over laptop anymore(:

Oh.
2April- 5April
Im going to KL.
I am supposed to be happy right?
But sadly, my brothers aint following. :(
There's a wedding to attend on my father's side
which they are unknown to me.

And datuks and neneks and maybe uncles/aunties are following.
I heard they are not bringing their kids.
How bad can this be?
HAHA!
But I kinda look forward to it(:

Okay I miss besties.
We need a day out before we started schooling.
(:

AHH.
Ohyar.
Watch this.

Funny right?
HAHAHA!.

If you dont find this funny.
Then too bad loh.
Sorry to waste your 1:47 mins of your time watching it.
(:

2010-03-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

I wish that I will get to meet them.
Even a glance will satisfy me.
As long I get to see them in real life:)
Loler.

I remember qeueing up in popular.
Suddenly, I heard a familiar song.
Their song' " Bolero" was being played.
I literally went high inside.
HAHAHHA!

But then, its too good to be true.
But maybe I will get to see one of them.
As Junsu's brother,Zuno, will be having a concert in Singapore and
Junsu is the special guest. (:
Yeah!~

Go airport and see them:)
I know some may think that I will attend the concert.
And the answer is Nope.
I cant waste my money.
HAHAH!

What's the point of going when I do not know his song
and I only go there to see Junsu.
Oh wait,they are twins.
But then,they look totally different.HAHAHAH!

If DBSK were going to held a concert.
Hell yeah,Im going.HAHAHHA!

Yup, I know.
A typical fanatic person.

I even wonder myself why I am into this.
Such a wonder.

2010-03-11T10:33:00.003+08:00

Replies.

Hunny: Haha. Yeah, I know that it's painful if you were to think back about the bad memories you had encounter. Sorry for saying that it's fun :( . But I'm glad that you are much more happy now(:

Norryn: Hahah!Yeah, I know. (:

Okaydone.

Yesterday was fun?
HAHAH!

Went out with Janah and Muhaimin(?!).
Yes, Muhaimin is weird.
We are not really close with him during primary school.
Except that he was my malay class partner and we were in the same CCA.
But Janah, no connections. HAHAHHA!

At first, it has this awkward atmosphere between him and us.
Somehow,as the time goes by, we act as per normal as our usual self.
We went bowling and catch Alice in wonderland 3D.
I had fun. I laughed alot though.
Thank you.

And I was supposed to rebond my hair last friday.
But end up, decided to do it next week. -.-
HAHAH!

And I lost a kg. (:
HAHHAHA!

I think Ive gone back to my usual diet.
I began to eat lesser now thanks to Muhaimin and Janah.
HHAHA.

Somehow when we are eating at Macdonald,
I could not even finish my meal.
3 nuggets feels like I ate 6.
Fries almost untouched.
and I just threw it at superbowl cause it was soggy.
Coke? I slurp it all though.

Before that,my stomache was totally empty and I was hungry.
But when I started eating, I felt full.
I think I talked too much plus laughing due to the awkward atmosphere.
HAHHAA!

I am still deciding whether to go for sport's camp.
Anybody going? :(

And I decided to take Korean Classes. (:
I think so.
I still have my doubts about it.hahah!

Okay. I need to go now.
Stomacheache.(sp?) HAHHA:D

2010-03-04T19:04:00.004+08:00

Hello readers. (:
Actually,there's nothing much to say.
Except that I am officially fat.
Officially stated by my brother and my mother and cousin.
Anybody wants to agree with them?
HAHHA.

M lower part of my body is big. -.-
Anyone remember an extinct bird that has legs like
an elephant?
What does it called again?
Nevermind.
Yeah,I think I look like that.
Am i depressed? Yes.
And my arms are fat.
LOL!

For the first time ever, I am actually complaining about this.
Hahah.
Cos' this is my doing.
Imagine eating Mcdonalds almost everyday and eating the same thing.
So yeah, I need to work this out soon.

And I have deactivated my facebook account.
Temporarily(sp?) I guess.
And I will not be online for MSN.
Temporary(sp?) too.
Wait for that I can make it official.
HAHHA.
I have not been online for ages except last few days which
I do not even entertain my friends due to my cousins using my comp.

Life isnt that great.
HAHA.
I really envy my best friends' life.

Hunny?
Well,even though there are many problems.
Well, you need to accept that it's fun if you would want to think back
again.
Compared to mine.
Right hunny? (i wonder if she will read this.HAHA)

Norryn?
Well,similar like mine by 30%?
So the 70%, have the juices.
HAHHA.

If you can describe any boring things that I maybe doing.
You are 80% right.
HAHA(:

But I earn money.
heheh.
I will go out with my friends at least once a week or not at all.
The rest will be teaching my cousins and go ngaji-ing(2days).

Oh yeah,
I got scolded by my teacher for playing as Im not taking it seriously.
-.-
I guess,this is the first time?
Firstly, she need to rush cos the rest are waiting for their turn.
Therefore, is it my fault?
HAHHA.
I think so too.

Well,there are things I can do seriously.
Well some, I need to have fun while doing things and
I need to do at my own pace.

And I think I have problems with my left jaw.
There are times I cannot open my mouth fully.
And I could feel like my left jaw is not properly intact,
It's like due to a loosen screw. -.-

Gah, why there are so many probems with my entire body?
Redha aini.
*trying to be calm.

If it is dislocated.
Or I need to have a surgery or something.
I think I will freaked out.
Cos its a jaw Im talking about.
Is there even a medicine/pills to treat it?
-.-''

well,I need to go to sleep now.
Dad just told me that Im going to have panda eyes any sooner.
due to the presence of small black 'patch' under my eyes.

Okay,i admit my vocabulary is limited.
And i could actually forget what does it call. -.-
Im ashamed of myself.
HAHA.

2010-03-03T03:30:00.005+08:00

;
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What does it feels like to be cut off from the world?
;
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2010-02-24T13:26:00.006+08:00

Let The Pictures Do The Talking :)

2010-02-22T17:28:00.008+08:00

Accept the things you cannot change,
change the things you cannot accept.

That's hard isnt it?
Haha.
But in someway or rather,you have to accept it
in order to live your life peacefully:)

Oh by the way,
I gained two kilograms. -.-
Holyshit?Yup.
I'm depressed.
When you are depressed,you are in your desperation state.
Depressed=Desparate
lol.

What have I been doing?
Mostly eating.
No wonder!

In total 7kg gained since I finished schooling.
Gah~!
Yes, you can call me fat.
Im going to embrace it now.
*arms spread wide open.
HAHHAA!

evidence: I cant wear almost all my jeans cos it's too tight & un-needed fats(babat) is protruding from my stomach. *laughs.HAHHA!

And of course,
Im not letting myself to gain another kilograms or grams or whatever-grams.
and just embrace it and let people call me fat(esp my bro and my mom.haha)
Ironic isnt it?
HAHA!

IM GOING TO WORK IT OUT!
And im so going to start exercising.
Im going to run and doing crunches or sit-ups
to vaporise the unneeded fats.
MUAHAHA~!

So friends,please stop me If I ever complain about being hungry eventhough I have eaten.
You know who you are.
HAHHA!
Thank you.

KPOP now.(You may exit.hahah!)

Guess what?
U-know Yunho will be dancing for the Michael jackson 'this is it' concert!
Omg. Yayness. Hahha!
I wish I can go to Seoul or Lasvegas.
Seoul will be much better so that I can watch Junsu's musical concert.
Stalking Changmin,JAEJOONG! and even yoochun.
HAHHAHA!

jokin.
Just love DBSK :)
Always keep the faith yaw~!

and Backstreet Boys even knew them:)
Hhaha.Famous much?

And why the hell is my playlist not playing DBSK song?
gah~
this is the second time.
hahha!
that's okay.
As long i knew their existence.
okay,haha this part wtf.LOL!

Sometimes I wonder myself why do we get crazy all over a band/star/person and whatever, and in return they do not know our existence but we know theirs.
they are getting protected by security while the fans are the one that make them famous and the fans are the ones that will be injured and being left to take care of themselves but for them, they received alot of care.
Money is being spent just to get their albums,give them presents,watch their concert.
Them? All they have to do is just sing and show up.

Amzingly,we are satisfied by it.HAHAHHA!
:D.
Wonders.

However,we know they put in hardwork that worth more than money:)
theey need to be appreciated.
Being well-know and being liked is a tough job.:)

Whatever it is, I will still support:).
HAHAH:D.
why? I love their songs and they're hot.
Simple enough?
HAHAHHA!
Loving kpop:)

Done:)

2010-02-16T02:23:00.010+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY NURULAINI BTE ALI!

Yes, I will update about my day,advanced celebrations etc and whatever I feel like writing:) with pictures.( apology to hunny and norryn )

Thank you.

Continue(:

Yes, I have a splendid day on my birthday.
I got to celebrate my birthday with my family.
Thank god,its chinese new year because my brother get to extend until tuesday before he go back to his camp(:
We celebrated by eating breakfast at SWENSES.
Isn't that cool?

And after that, we played arcade.
Except for my mom.
HAHA!

Then, went back home.
Yes,I spent most of my day replying messages and facebook.
Thank You for the wishes.
For the first time, I dont expect any present.
I only expect people to remember my birthday and wish me.
HAHAH!

Are you wondering what present I got from my parents & my brothers?

Yeah,the new Ipod Shuffle(:
And a watch.
But I do not have the watch yet cos none of the watch I surveyed caught my eye yet.
HAHA!

Yup,I received presents from friends too(:
Janah sanggup go to my bustop to give me presents.
And the rest, thank you for the presents.
I will treasure it(:

And now my advanced celebrations.
If I'm not wrong, it is on 9 Feb.
Early?
Not really, cos that celebration is for me and hunny.
It was a surprise.
Haha!
the date is almost accurately in betwwen hunny's and mine.

Yes,my face is fugly and my hair is shitty.
Nevertheless, I had fun.
THANK YOU AFIFAH & NORRYN (:

Done(:

2010-02-12T22:30:00.008+08:00

.

Are you wondering why I put DBSK! and One Piece! side by side?
If you know me that well, they are both my favourites.
Well, I know One piece first then DBSK.
haha!

That's not the point though.
The point is that I just found out that my favourite songs
from one piece were sung by DBSK!!
AHHHHH!

It's like I have the connections
to like them.
This is fate. -.-
LOL!
I'm getting lame.

One piece was introduced by my very own brother.
DBSK is just a group I found out through youtube. *feels proud.

Tak sia-sia aini suka diaorang
*laughs.

What song?One of them is this.

JAEJOONG~

2010-02-12T03:51:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah Oh yeah Oh yeah yeah yeah~

My brother's friend is cute.
HAHAH!
random.

My mom and brother just told me that I cant stop talking.
Well, I was angry when I hear that.
Then,I said that when I am going to start schooling,dont blame me for not talking as much.
Serious.
HAHHA!

Well, during sec 3 to sec 4 days,
At home, I just do my own thing.
Ignoring almost everyone at home.
Dont ask me why.
Me myself not sure why.

Until my dad threaten to chase me out of the house
if I show the I-dont-want-to-talk-to-anyone face.
Then,as days goes by,I began to start talking as usual.
HAHAHA!

Okaydone.Time: 4am -.-

Update soon.(:

I am going to lose my real self someday
LOL.

2010-02-04T19:41:00.003+08:00

Too Simple.Crap

2010-02-03T01:14:00.002+08:00

First of all,
I like to wish HUNNY and DEXTER a happy 17th birthday(:
Hope both of you will enjoy this joyful days of yours.

I'm getting fat.
I'm depressed.
LOL -.- .
But in another way is a good thing.
However, there are also 'un-needed ones'
Aini,please exercise more.

Life can never be any great.
Whatthehellimtalkingabout?
Crap.

Have you experienced being too 'high'
that you had headaches that last for 2 days?

I do.
Serious.

When I saw Onew appearing in a show.
I was feeling high at that moment.
HAHA!

I'm being random now.
Anybody please recommed me any good dramas that could watch online.
I'm desperate.
This is a need for survival.
Okay,I'm being lame now.

Gah~
I dont feel like living anymore.
-.-

I've gone crazy.

2010-02-01T01:17:00.002+08:00

Yes, Ive gone to Lot 1 to see SHINee.
Sanggup ekh?
HAHHA!

I do not queue up and I should have just gone to the carpark basement than being outside the rooftop(shawcinema).
Nevertheless, it was a fun experience for me to sense the excitement of fans and seeng their reactions when they get to see or even not able to see them.
I do not even see them-.-.
HAHA!
But I feel the SHINee presence though.
Who dont?

Believe me, you cannot imagine what happened in Lot 1.
Go youtube and you know what I mean.
I am half-dissapointed that I am unable to even take a glance look at them.
HAHHA!

I made friends though.HAHHA!
But one of them I really pity her.
She bought the ticket to go and do the fansigning but
Unfortunately she lost it.
And she had queue up from 5am.
Her friends left her.
She went up hoping that she could go in.
And she even write a letter for them in korean that took her 5 days.

WOW right?

And mira, you're right
that's not onew. -.-
HAHHA!

This will be the first and the last I ever did this.
I hope so. HAHA!
But I feel like I want to do this again.HAHAH!

But hey,the funny thing is,
there's this one person definitely have the face features of Onew and key.
I just stare at the person.
HAHHA!

I may not see the real one but atleast I see someone who have the resembance of my favorites.
HAHHA!

Had fun. But its worth it if I could take a glance look at them.
(:

Tomorrow going to spend time with my friends.
Yes,finally.

2010-01-29T20:16:00.002+08:00

hello.

I ended up myself in Molecular Biotechnology in NP.
The school is great,but the course is not I wanted.
-.-
Whatever it is, I just go ahead with the flow.
Mom ask me to appeal in JC instead.
But nah,I'm not going to.
Haha!

Mom: Aiyah, just appeal to JC.

Me: Dont want. If I go JC and I fail, don't scold me.

Mom: I knock your head then you know.

Me: HAHAH! Then If like that, I dont go JC lah. *walk away.

HAHAHA!
My mom is adorable.
LOL. -.-

I wanted to appeal to Biomed, but I'm not eligible.
The only school that I'm eligible for biomed is TP.
Therefore, I just stick to the course I was given to.
Rather than having an hour journey and furthermore,
I had a hard time waking up.

About waking up,
the one closer to me would know this.
I hate it when people wake me up for eg, shake me until I woke up,calling my name so many times and etc.
I know this is a bad habit but I can't help it.
In order to use that method to me,is when I'm in a good mood.
When I'm in a good mood? Go figure.
Cos usually I am always not in great mood if people disturb me.

So this morning I was force to wake up three times.
Usually i woke up at 1.30pm.
Firstly, a postman came at 11.15.
My grandmother do not know what he wants.
So my grandmother wake me up like hell.
Therefore ,I woke up.
Blah blah.

I went back to sleep thinking that no one would disturb me.
Then suddenly my grandmother wake me up again cos my mom wants to talk to me.
then,I went back to sleep.
The third time my grandmother wake me up again and that irritates me alot,
and she said another postman came,and ask to sign.
I was like going to burst out and just shouted but I held it in.
Settle things and went back to sleep.
I end up waking at 3pm.-.-

the moral of the story, do not disturb me when I am asleep.
and let me be.
and must have a good reason for eg I am late for sth.
I think thats the only reason I can forgive cos It's my fault.
HAHAHAH!

Hafiz yesterday told me a 'hurtful' fact.
Saying that If i was in a relationship,the guy would have lesser feelings for me
cos I am irritating and I like to act cute.
LOL!
HAHAH!

I laughed my ass-off when he said that.
And he also said aini jual mahal.
LOL!
And he ask me whether I wanted to date somebody of the same age or older.
hahah!

I'm excited for this sunday!
*in a high mood.

2010-01-26T00:59:00.004+08:00

Yes,I'm back from bbq at west coast at 11.45 pm.
4Ace Bbq is a success.
I spent most of my time bbqing.
Seriously.
I stand infront of the bbq pit at least 5 hrs.
The heat.
fuyo powderful~

But thanks to my kind friends,
they fed me while I'm bbqing(:
Kamsahamida.

Went home with Mian woon,felyna,Jasmine,wei ting and yige by taking Mianwoon's father's car.
Thank you.

I think I have changed.
Even myself I do not know what is it.
But I got the feeling.
Have I changed?

To Norryn,

I'm really sorry that I am not with you when you are in a bad mood.
And I am not there to listen to your problems.
Ahh!~
Whatever it is, be strong to face all the obstacles that you've been through.
I wish I could chase away all your pain that you have received.
I am a bad friend for only know her friend's problems through blog.
I'm pathetic -.- .
But whatever it is, you know me and hunny is always there for you (: .

Oh,
My brother just told me about his friend.
and that friend totally pissed me off.
Firstly, called my brother, emo guy.
Secondly, for hating my brother just because my brother never reply her in facebook.
-.-
Yes, I know ,what-the-fcuk right?

I began to know that I am a loner.
And Im bad at it.
Cos' it hurts damn lot.
Okay.next.

My thoughts about the meaning of life has gone deeper AGAIN.
Yes, why again?
Cos' during my childhood days, I cried almost everyday for going deeper into life.
Hard to believe that I am that type of person right?Haha!
But this time is much deeper.
Cos as you grow,your knowledge increases as well.
(aini,everybody knows that. -.-)
And yes, it hurts me alot.

Now I know that even though my life is simple
Cos' I do not have any problems with the people around me
But the problem lies within me instead.
Cliche huh?
It has always been me.
Im fighting with myself instead.

I should end this.
Cos' talking about this began to hurt me
and the problems i had with me keep flooding into my mind.

Hmm.
Is this called emo?
I'm wondering what is emo.
HAHHA!

Okay,Ive had lightened up the mood.
HAHA!

The time is 2.05am.
Going to eat breakfast at Mac after morning prayers
*excited(:
Dont worry,I would not stay up.
Hahah!

AND I had a friend who is crazy about Korean, FELYNA.
Yes,during the walk to the playground.
We sing all of our favourite songs.
HAHHA!

I wanna date korean guys.
especially like Nichkhun.
Chey!jokin.
LOL~

the night is still young.

2010-01-25T01:09:00.003+08:00

Cuteness arise~

hello readers.

I havent been updating my blog recently.
Yes, I know it's normal for me.

The reason is very simple.
nurulaini's life is TOO simple.
Simple enough?

Easy to say,
my life is full of boredness and sleepiness.
Such word?

There is no climax in my life.
It's flat like a plain field.
HAHHA!

There is only two things I do at home.
Sleeping+Using computer= 24 hrs= 1 day.
Ive been doing this for 1741264812 days.

But thanks to my cousins.
they take up at least 3-4hrs of my time teaching them almost everyday.
At least, I have done something useful. :)

Today will be 4Ace BBQ at 4pm.
(yes,now is 1.24am.My sleeping time is at 4am:D)
Suddenly, I do not feel like going.
Yes, this chairman of 4ace has no classmanship(HAHAH!).
But I still need to go.
I provide the halal food.
-.-

Gah~
Now Im out of ideas Of what to write next.

*thinking in progress

Okay. I just squeeze-in my love-of-koreans in this post:)
P.S: You may skip this part and scroll down.

Nichkhun is damn cute I tell you.(picture above)
AHHH~
And i really hope that DBSK would still be together.
And...
Guess what almost all of my favourites are good friends/best friends.
AHHHH!

TOP(Big bang)+ Hyun Joong(SS501) + Jaejoong(Dbsk) = BEST FRIENDS.

Isnt this cool?
they are the ones I like the most from their bands.
And they are best friends. :)

STOP.
So I should stop here.

Okay,done:D

2010-01-15T00:34:00.002+08:00

I missed this girl up here.
WANKEE!~
To her: I want to tell you something!

ok.done.next.

The decisions have been finalise.
And yes, I'm going to Ngee Ann polytechnic.
Taking Biomed Science.
*pray hard that i will get it (:

And I've got a 'friend'!
NADIAH,Yeah!
Hopefully we get into our first choice.
Hahaha!

If you are wondering by the word 'friend'
Basically,she is more than a friend whom I respect.
HAHA!
Chey respect.
Because of our rank.
But Im exactly ten months older than her.
LOL.

*nadiah,im saving you from calling you my ______.
HAHA!

Ok.Next.

I am pissed if you forced me to tell my results
when you did not even mention your results first to me.
If I did not want to, that's it.
what is so wrong by not telling you.

There's no need to worry about me for the person 'you put efforts into'
The efforts that you put into me is not really a big impact.
You just pull me down during my preparations to Olevels.
Is that the efforts you mentioned?
Cos I only remember that bitter moments.
Thanks alot.

And yes, Ive been playing much more than I study.
But I never neglect my studies.
Congrats on beating me.
But I do not need your congratulations for me.

Cos my achievements on that subject was not solely because of you.

Done.

How I wish that I could say all this straight to her face.
But it takes courage.

Yes, Im pathetic.
I know.

But I do not have the courage to hurt this person.
Some day, I will.
Thank goodness, we have graduated.
(:

Okay.I should end here.
Must wake up early to do Wendy's JAE (:

Fly away~

2010-01-12T01:30:00.004+08:00

Hooray!
I'm so going to polytechnic.
Lalaa~

And yes,Im satisfied with my results.
Except English though for making my results slip look bad.
-.-

Congratulations to everybody:D
And yesah! our batch is the best.
I'm happy that everyone's hardwork had paid off.:D

To Hunny and Norryn.
IM PROUD OF YOU TWO:D:D

Gala refused to belanja me.
Saded.

2010-01-10T01:36:00.002+08:00

I'm exhausted.
My soles are killing me.
But I do not want to sleep early.
Damn.

Went to CCA Fair *semangat
and going out with Norryn and Hunny.
Yes, finally. :)
And lastly, kenduri arwah.

So everything takes up my whole day.
I'm beat.

I do not know whether I should look forward on Monday.
Cos' the one who are not taking Olevels are looking forward to it.
Mom is stressing out. -.-"
Totally not needed.HAH!
Aunts and Uncles requesting me to tell them my results
through sms and facebook(definitely not doing it).
Why?
They have faith in me.

But why I don't?
nurulaini, GAD kay?
HAHA!

"I don't know. Instinct, I guess :) "

Believe in yourself:)

2010-01-09T00:51:00.007+08:00

Yeah,he got the charms. Damn.

hello readers.
I think you are wondering why almost every post has different korean guys pictures.
Yes Norryn,I think I cant be faithful to one.
HAHA!

I must not specify any bands or person I like.
I might as well just write, "I like almost all korean stars."
HAHA!
There I said it.

I have watched Boys over Flowers.
And omg,it's one of the best drama after all.
It's better than I expected.
I confessed that I am slow to know that.
Next post will be Kim Bum's pic.HAHA!

I also watched Full House
which cast my first korean guy that I know , RAIN.
AHHH~
Ok.Done.

I'm gonna be a bad boy, Im gonna be a bad bad boy.

I almost died watching this.
Hotness. *melts
I love his smile:)
His moves fuyo~! loler.
FYI, this is the same person as the picture above. :)
A Must Watch.

I missed dancing.

2010-01-01T15:55:00.005+08:00

Bonjour,love.

First of all,
Hello 2010!

2009 has been a wonderful year.
The year when I finish my secondary studies.
And a chance of freedom.
HAHA!

It's also the year when I began to get into kpop bands.
It's all due to my 'free time' during Olevels.
HAHHA!
Amzingly, during that time I used alot of my time using computer.
Pathetic huh?

Super Junior(2008).Big Bang(2007).SHINee(2009).DBSK(2008) and etc.

The year beside it is the year when I know them.
NOT into them back then.HAHAH!

2009 is the year I go crazy-gaga over it.
lalala~

So what did I do during my last day of 2009?
I simply rock my way at home.
Watching TV.Youtube-ing.BlogHopping.Crazy-ing.
I wanted to go countdown not because its the 'thing'.
But I wanted to spend my last day of 2009 with my friends.
But mom give me the red light.
HAHAH!
But I did enjoy my day though.
Thanks to :)

Secondly, a hearbreaking news.
DBSK might disband.
NO!
Yes,its heartbreaking indeed.
Although I only watch them in youtube,I can feel the bond.
They went overseas together such as Las Vegas,Paris.(Omg,I want to go there!).etc.
And they are together as a band for 6 years.
And they earn the most in korean music industry.
But because of a dispute.Many things had gone wrong.
They may held a goodbye performance in June 2010.(according to Jnews)

Thinking of it 2009 and 2010 its a goodbye to my secondary friends.
I hate Goodbyes's now.

Always keep the faith DBSK!

I think you are going to doze off with this.
I will keep the rest to myself.
HAHA!

Okay.Next.
Resolutions:)

Firstly, getting a good result and fly my way to NGEE ANN POLY.
Secondly,love for kpop craze will not vanished.
HAHA!
Thirdly, Be a good and healthy girl.
Lastly, be happy at all times and always be near to god.
Amin.

I hope 2010 will be a great year.

Always keep the faith~

2009-12-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

Hottest Man Alive?
Yup, Im melting so that proves it. ;D
HAHA!

JAEJOONG!
Saranghamnida.

Okay.
Probably, some are wondering.
What the hell is nurulainibteali doing during the holidays?
HAHA!

I did told you that Youtube is my favourite friend right?
And what are you thinking is what Im doing right now.
What do they call it?
Ermmm..oh!
Fangirling.
Is it?
HAHHA!

And yes,that make me happy.
LOL.

Oh, Ive been watching Korean Variety Shows too.

Sungkil: Hyori, look at his strong arms.
Hyori : What's so good about it?
Sungkil: (raised her voice)You will know when you get married!

HAHAHAH!
Im definitely high right now.
*gasping for air due to excessive laughing.
haha!

Sheesh, I cannot share my laughter with Norryn and Hunny.
Damn it.
I think if they read this,
they will say
"Aini dah horny ekh sekarang?"
or not,this
" Suka ekh Aini!"

Imissyouboth.

Oh.
SEZAIRI WON!
okay.Next.

Guess what?
SHINee is coming to SINGAPORE!!
AHHHH!!!~
$75-$90 for student.
If my Olevel result is good,
Im so gonna ask my mom to buy the tickets!
HAHAH!
Sanggup :)
Problem is who gonna watch with me?
HAHHA!
Im gonna force my brother to watch with me then.
HHAHHA!

But still thinking whether it's worth it.
Because basically, I just want to meet them and talk to them though.
Not to watch their performances.
HAHAH!
Okay maybe some.
But priority meeting them one to one.HAHA!

Okay.Next.

thank you:)

2009-12-26T00:07:00.002+08:00

hello.

Firstly, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY CHRISTIAN FRIENDS.
HOHOHO. :D

Secondly, today is my uncle' engagement!
Congratulations!
While waiting for the bus, my cousins and I went for a walk around the neighbourhood.
Then a group of guys was walking behing us,

1st guy: Ekh,today merry christmas right?Not hari raya.
2nd guy: Ya. I think they go mosque.
*Laugh.

Wow,bastard.
HAHHA!
That is what my cousin said when he first heard that.
HAHHA!Funny.
Cant blame them though.

And this is the first time I try to hold in my anger to someone. ( I think)
Of course,that someone is younger than me.
My 'cousin'.(fake).HAHHA!
Lazy to explain why is it fake.
She is just 6yrs old(not sure).
And she know how to test my patience.

I was not feeling well.
And she snatched my bag for my phone.
I tried to held it tightly.
And with all her strength she tried to snatch it.
I aint joking.
When I do not give her what she wanted.
She would keep pestering me.
She is a one persistent child.
And then I gave up.
Cos I was on the verge of blowing up.

I am not going to give an image of a bad sister I am.
No way.
HAHH!
Macam faham.

So today was awesome.
I guess.

Tomorrow, I will have a mix feeling of boredom.homesick.awesome and boredom.
It will last for two days.
Aini,you can do it.tahan.
Yeah, I need to attend a wedding function.
This one will be my father's side.
HAHA!
So by the way you read it,you should know which side Im closer with.

I give a brief decsription why.
At my father's side, alot of my cousins are guys.
Which i dont mind but all are older than me like 233265328 years.
except a few but younger than me like 34885496 years.
Then the girls are like older than me by 423492357 years.
and younger than me like 34765 years.
Do u see any pattern?
No one is the same age as me or even 1 year younger or older than me.
Weird huh?
FYI,im talking about cousins.
Not my aunt or second cousins.

So the moral of the story is, this will be a very long weekend and please wish me luck.

And oh yar.
A few info.
Within my cousins have at least one have the same as age as each other.
So pretty much,they are much more closer.
Me? Forget about it.
This is when I need my cousins on my mother's side.HAHA!
although no one has the same age as me too.
But I am much closer.HAHAH!

Okay, so this post is about me complaining how lonely I am and me being anti-social.HAHA!

I think I know the reason why I behave like a kid, I hang out with younger kids.
When they grow mature, I'm stuck with the kid's age personalities pretty much though.
HAHA!

This may sounds weird.
I WANT TO GROW UP!

HOHOHO!:D

2009-12-23T18:01:00.002+08:00

Cmon,isnt this guy cute?

Youtube is my favourite friend now.
It keeps me accompany and brightens my day,almost everyday.
Thank You, youtube.I love you.

Okay,dont creep out.
I'm still being myself.
Definitely not insane.

I know what you are thinking.
Yeah, I seriously need a HUMAN friend right now.
AHAHA.

Whatever it is,
I am scared now.
Scared of Olevel results.
I havee no dreams of it.
Wondering why.
Am I being too confident?
Am I being too laid back?
Damn.

I seriously want to get good results.
But I am not sure whether I put alot of effort in it,
If I am going to think about it.
I really hope I will get the course that I want.
But my english is really dong dong ori.
That means a piece of shit.

God,please be kind to me.

Ya Allah,tolonglah hamba mu yang lemah ini,mendapat keputusan yang lulus.
Amin.

SHINee is loved.
not to forget, BIG BANG.

2009-12-18T01:13:00.003+08:00

I could just melt. ;D

hello readers.
Ive made changes to my blog :)
Ive reopened my tagboard.
And change my playlist :)

Wednesday, I had EX-JYPS outing at east coast.
I went with JANAH! to east coast.
And it's not surprising for me to get lost.
Sorry janah, you are the victim.
Actually partially,it was her fault.
HAHHA!
Overall is mine.
when we took the bus,luckily we saw Fadhli,Muhaimin and Huda.
I told Janah we would stop at the last stop.
But in the end, it was not as the rest alert us to alight.
hahahh!

It was a 2hr walk to the pits.
Well,it was fun though.
I could not stop crapping with Janah.
And the rest of course.

Reached.
Had Fun:D
Reached home at 1015.

Ooh, you're so fine.

that only reminds me of my childhood days.childhood 'love' story.

2009-12-13T18:42:00.004+08:00

hello faithful readers. :)
Please prepare yourselves for a long post
Today is officially the day of
my 1 month holiday since Olevel.
sigh,memories.
Surprisingly, it is awfully long.
Boredom strikes as pernormal.

Nothing can excite me more than an adventure right now.
I want to do cliff diving about 20 metres above sea level.
Okay,this do not have any safety protection.
I might consider Bungee jumping or better yet sky diving then.
And a 360m Zip line course?

okay fine, this is not called an adventure.
I will call this a sport.
A life-threatening cun leisure sport for the zip line thingy :)
I am willingly to take my chances.

It makes your heart beats faster than a second.
where it exhilarates your mind if possible.
If you jump off from the cliff,in the middle of the cliff,
you will just stop breathing before you even hit the surface of the water.
An adrenaline pump thrill!
Gosh, Im excited.

But damn, where do I go to experience this?
I will make sure when I am able to afford myself to overseas,
I am so going to do this.
Anybody willingly to join? :)

Hahha.
Gosh.I am hungry.
I kept eating and eating.
Oh,I found out that I gain 4kg in two weeks right after Olevel.
Hungry much?
:)
therefore, it makes me boncet.
-.-

Well,this calls for exercise.
So going to convert the fats into muscles.
*excited
LOL.

This week has been wonderful.
Cousin Week.
Let me Summarise the events.

MON: Slept over mira's house(tampiness) for four days.
TUE: Tour around the shops in tampiness(near int)and watch new moon :)
WED: Bring Faekah along to Vivo and Sentosa.
THURS: Mira's turn to sleep over my house for four days.
FRI: Played badminton together with Hafiz and Afiq. & watch Mulan.
SAT: Played Bowling with Hafiz and Afiq again and play at playground(afternoon and night).
SUN: End of Cousin week.mira went back home.

Now Im going on details for specific events:)

New Moon was better than Twilight.
To me, I guess. :)
JACOB's body was astonishing unbelievable for a 17-year old guy.

Mulan is actually a great movie to watch.
At first, I thought, is a cartoon movie. -.-

Bowling was fun.
I won two games. Thank You.
Playing in the playgroung was incredibly fun.
Not to worry, We do not play slides.
We played a 'climbing' course that was being built.
We have to complete it without falling.
Hafiz and me is the only one:)
Baik urh.
But the bad thing is, now my upper body is in great pain.
Cos' it uses alot of your arm strength.
Damn.

We also play the 'twirl' (I called it myself.)
It requires two people.
That twirl will just go round and round like merry-go-round.
with the 'generous help' of my cousins, they make it faster.
and we played a game, who can last the longest.
Because of our self confidence,nobody want to lose.
We end up ourselves being giddy and completely lack of strength and at the edge of vomitting.

Have I mentioned we need to take bus to JP?
The ride was torterous(sp?) for us.
We need to hold on to our throat to prevent ourselves from vomitting.
I am the slowest to recover.
hahha!

Afiq is the one who make me forget my giddiness due to something he said to me.
*kening naik turun.
HAHHA!

We walk back to my place from JP to prevent us from being giddy again.
Cos we just recover.
It was incredibly fun.

MIRA!I WANT THE PHOTOS! :)
.

Gosh, I miss hunny and norryn very the much.
HAHHA!
Both are working.
As i mentioned before im still jobless.
HAHHA!
I want to buy clothes. :(
Im so not going to touch my hari raya's money.

Ohyar.
I LOVE BIG BANG!!
Im spreading my love for big bang to my cousins and my friends.
And yes, I am successful in it.
Afiq and Mira is totally fallen in love with them too.
HAHHA!

I think I need to end here.
But let me end with pictures of big bang:)

and of course, T.O.P

*melts. :)

2009-11-17T17:38:00.002+08:00

*wipes dust.
*cough
*sneeze

okay.Now I can start.
Hello readers.
(Aini,there are no readers,your blog is dead remember?)
Okay,fine.
Hello to myself.
(thats better)

Okay, Ive gone crazy. 100%
I have completed my 4yrs of studies in secondary school!
YAY!
*jumps around.
*pant

Finally, I am a free bird like everyone else.
A free bird that going to die of boredom.
Yes,that's right.
If boredom could kill,I would be dead on monday.
A wonder right?
But obviously, I am alive.
A very sad indeed. :)

I want to enjoy.
But obviously, my bestfriends started working.
And me, jobless, rotting at home, hoping for someone to ask me out.
and someone really did.
Guess who?
(aini.there are no readers.So there's no point to guess.)
Fine.
Okay,Firstly,my cousins,
Second,my mom.
Third,my pri school friends.
Okay,i know.Its not someone.It is they.
HAHA!

Where are all my secondary friends?
the answer is working.
HAHHA!
Obviously not all.
That applies to only my close friends.

Maybe,tomorrow go shaffiqa house watch scary movie with sukainah.
I have yet to call shaffiqa to change the day to thursday or friday.
Because suki wants it on that day.

Graduation next week.
I have not even prepare my outfit yet.
Going to find and buy with Norryn & Hunny on saturday.
But not confirm yet
Nevertheless, I know what type of style I want to wear.
So, I hope my idea will turn out nice.
HAHA!

I want to work.
Later,my brother will help me out to give my resume to the manager through email.
Hope that I will get it.
But I need to know what day I am taking so I need to ask Norryn and Hunny what day they are taking,so that when we want to go out together,it would not clash during our working days.

Both got the same job.
And only me,the odd one out.
HAHHA!

Nevermind,its the first time I am going alone.
okay,correction,many times.
HAHA!

I am not accusing norryn and hunny,
They know me and my background very well.
Better than anyone else.
So,i really understand why.
There is no need to state here on why is it.
HAHHA!

Omg,I am missing them like $$^$^#$&^*!
I miss many of my friends too.
Like,sukainah,shaffiqa,wankee etc.
HAHA!

Oh.
Do you know what?
I am now a BIG fan of BIG BANG.
haha!Obviously, I am slow.
I know about their existence for past two years.
And now, I am liking them and loving them.
hahha!
I think that is the only group Ive seen so far which all the members are
Good looking.haha!

I love one of the members,T.O.P(the rapper)
Ahhh,melts.
His eyes,his voice,His sincerity,his personality.
omg.
Cannot resisit.
But too bad,it is only a one sided love.HAHAH!
Guess what,the gap of the age to date a woman for him is INFINITY!
HAHAH!He is cool.

The rest of the members pun boleh tahan.HAHHA!
Tamak ekh.
Seriously, I need a life.
Gahh!Save me.

Im going to end here.
This is a long post.HAHAH!
Ive gone crazy
And Im hungry.
(ouhh.it ryhmes:) )
HAHHA!

2009-09-19T20:47:00.003+08:00

hello.

It has been a long time since I post.

Rather tired.

And no one will read my post.

So therefore,i declare my blog extinct. ;)

Even to me.

I am done with preliminary examinations.

Now,working towards Olevel.

I bet that my results for prelim will not be as satisfied as i expected to.

Due,to the release of results right after normal school lesson starts.

Although,only for certain subjects, I am not satisfied with it.

But no use to get all frustrated and getting your heart ache over it.

ITS OVER.

*get this straight to your mind aini.

So,im going to have intense revision all the way to Mid-October.

Aiming to finish it 1-week before Olevel.

And get all my thoughts answered.

Ya Allah,memberikan ku ketenangan dan ketabahan dalam menjalani tujuanku ini

ke akhir peperiksaan ku kerna kejayaanku disebabkan olehmu.

I have studied chemistry for a few chapters.

Im not sure myself whether it is intensive.

But all i know I have learnt new things and understand things much better.

I recalled maths formulas.

Intend to study social studies.

As you can see, Im studying according to the dates of O level.

Pathetic isnt it?

haha!

Tomorrow will be celebrating hari raya.

And at that particular day,will be a special someone birthday.

Happy for her.

And not to forget,tiew tian's birthday too!

Im excited to celebrate Hari Raya.haha!:)

but,the more i think about it,

the more i feel guilty about not studying.

Damn it.

Ah,nevermind.

As what I have learnt from my friend,

Stress is just a word.

Till then,bye!

2009-08-16T20:38:00.001+08:00

There's something wrong with blogger nowadays.

Wonder why.

I am using my lappy right now.

And I am really dissapointed in you.

Dont ask me the Ws & H.

Today is a great and SHORT day.

Spend the whole day with norryn and wendy in my house.

And it is an amazing thing that i describe it as a short day.

Ever heard of time flies whenever you had fun?

haha!

Had quarrels(sp?) with each other.

A meaningful one.

Ended up laughing.

Mostly me.

Wendy become a comedian for me.

Since the part when an ice cream sprayed onto her.

and scream like a hamster(norryn's description):D

Ahh.good times.

I had fun for the first three days.

Friday: Spending time with wendy,but mostly norryn and hunny!

Finally,like that!

Spend time in hunny's house.

Camwhore!

Go hunny's blog if you were invited,to look at the pics.

Saturday:Tchoukball and DOWNTOWN EAST with cousins.

Wild Wild Wet is not what i had had expected.

Many child-experience-rides in my life

And a lot of kiddy rides

so go figure!

Only one of the rides

That really makes my day.

I am not sure what is the name for the ride.

I called it a U-ride

Two people per ride.

Facing each other.

So imagine yourself falling from great height

and making a letter U.

Crew: The lightest facing the back.

Hafiz: Im the lightest.

*straight away sit.

Me: What the..what sey.Bila masa hafiz ringan ni?

I am lighter than you seyh.

Crew:*just smile and giggle

Actually we already decide.

So the conversation quite redundant.

HAHHA!

He takes the scary place where he cannot see what lies behind him

except the one sitting in front of him which is me.

HAHAH!

before we go,

Me: Bismillahirahman nirrahim.

Crew: You do not need it.

Hafiz: *still in the nervous mode

Me: Whatthe?!

The crew just push it.

I was literally off from my seat as if i was flying.

If i really wish i can fly,that thing make my dream come true.

-.-

Hafiz and me screamed at the top of our voices

and laughed at the same time.

Hafiz said he was really scared and nearly cried.

haha!

Then, we switch places.

And I understand how he feels.

But that was the damn most shiok feeling Ive ever felt

except for the rides in the Ocean Park.(nothing can beat that)

And I felt satisfied.

So yeah.It was a long day.

English 'O' level oral starts tomorrow.

Darn it.

O level is near!

AHHH??

hahha!

Till then.

Its best that she forgotten her old days.and left it hanging all alone,stranded.

and not to be remebered as its not worth remembering it.

Let the past be bygones even at the extend of good memories were washed away as it would hurt the most of all remembering it. :D

AND hello to new life!

Yup.That's what I am gonna do.

I think:D

2009-07-03T13:40:00.003+08:00

Hello.

I still cant upload any pictures.

blogger,blogger.

Mock test for Olevel Candidates in JVS

will be on every Tuesday and will officially

start next week.

*jumps around with pants on my head-.-

A Sadist Indeed.

In 7weeks time,Prelims.

ohmy.

Alot of catching up to do.

and here I am blogging.

Goodness Gracious me.

tsk.

Well,now its the time to chiong.

('',)v

I miss my Mp4.

Cmon Samsung,call me.

I want it back.

aini is no longer the aini before.

for the better or worst.

only god knows.

2009-07-03T13:18:00.007+08:00

whatthefck.
I fckng loathe you.
You embarassed me.
when you actually fckng forget that
I actually have informed you LAST TERM.
and what did you say?
'there's nothing I can do'
and now you scolded me for not informing you.
wtfck is that?!
Pardon him for the OldMan with STM?
I dont give a fck about it.
but i give a fck tht you scolded me infront of people.
thank you and have a nice fckng life.

2009-06-29T18:15:00.004+08:00

Crap.
I could not upload any pictures.
grr.

-
Oh.nevermind.
First day of school.
A lil bit of excitement rush through my veins
when I woke up.
Obviously the tiredness was there.
So,I never jump out from my bed.
wasted huh.

-
School,
the wholeday went smoothly
as a lullaby. -.-

-
Ok.I am hungry.
As per usual.
And Who doesnt?
Gah,I need real food.

-
Somebody,
PLEASE SPUR ME ON, man.
I need to refocus.and not blogging. ;)
I think I have decided to go JC
or Poley.-.-

-
Gosh.yes.
I have watched
PRINCESS PROTECTION PROGRAM.
co-stars: Demi Lovato&.....
hmm.let me check.
Ah yes.
Demi lovato & Selena Gomez
-.-
Its a Disney Channel Movie.
which have not came out in Singapore yet.
hahah!

-
I have my sources.
So,I got to watch it.
Be jealous.wth.
haha!

-
Its a nice movie.
A based-on friendship.
I like.*thumbs up
-

AND.
NEW MOON TRAILER IS OUT.

Go watch.

I want to watch transformers and harry potter.

Gah,tamak ekh?

haha!

Sorry that I upload cant upload pictures and videos;(

iwantyoutobehappy.

2009-06-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

Like a child

Watched 'Land of the lost' with Hafizo.

A great movie indeed. ;D

Played Arcade.Played Badminton.

A splendid day indeed.

Gah,now I am stressing myself

over unfinished homeworks,

and how I used my time during this holidays.

It is really amusing when you think back.

weird.

There will be no extended holidays.

So, definitely going to have a war with the time.

Actually it have started since the day when I noticed that

O level is so f.near.yay.

I dont feel like blogging now.

Gah.and yes I am forcing myself

for no apparent reason.

whatever it is,tomorrow going to school.

Im going to drag myself there.

and going to blast the sound of the music

through my earphones

until my eardrums shattered into tiny little pieces.

Joy to the world.

Speaking about sound of the music.

I miss Mary The Poppins very much.

and her music.

and my father has a Facebook account.

and he is into it.-.-

Till then.

2009-06-21T11:23:00.003+08:00

Make wonders

Yesterday was amazing.

cause' I got to chat with Norryn in MSN like FINALLY.

I miss her alot.;D

Today will be having hardcore revision with her.

Actually most of it is she hardcore revision.

Me,I guess i finshed my 24145549 homeworks

before joining her.

And yesterday for the first time,

We have JUYING PRI REUNION in MSN.

Cool or what.

Its not really official.

Actually I only chat with Din,

But then he suddenly invite,Anup and Jin seng,

Then he ask me to invite any ex-juying inside the conversation.

So I invite Ramadhan.

Mainly there is Me,Din,Anup,Jinseng and Ramadhan

+Shawn and Syayie.

Both of them do not want to be included inside

so they get out from the conversation.

*laughs.

I have a blast chatting with them.

And the unique thing is I never really talk to them in primary school.

Hahah.

All of them from juying Sec

Except me and Ramadhan.

When anup and din are having an argument,

one of them will just include me in into their arguments.

-.-

But,they say they are not referring to me.

Referring to their secondary friends' aini.

=.=

Jin seng is funny.

He do not recognise me.

So he die-die want to remember.

Cannot blame him,we never in the same class before. ;D

He want to meet me someday.

Teacher's day ok?

haha!

Din kena labelled china mat
by Ramadhan.haha!

Din and ramdhan look like chinese to me though.

They have fair skins.

The jokers throughout the conversation

are Din and Anup.

*claps

We chatted until 1am.

great.

hope to have another reunion.

2009-06-19T00:25:00.003+08:00

As it repeats.

I never thought that I will end up like this.

I never thought that I could hurt somebody this way.

I just needed more time.

Sorry.

Feeling Irritated.

2009-06-02T21:14:00.002+08:00

I love norryn bery much. She's such a nice girl,lovely.Aiyah,basically she's just nice.And cute too!

-written________ -

2009-05-22T11:29:00.001+08:00

I can't take this anymore.

2009-05-14T18:16:00.008+08:00

'Just Take It And Go.'

MidYearExamination is officially over!

Happy much?

I will be grateful much

if I never question myself upon answering the questions.

And leaving unnecessary blanks even though I am clueless

At that point of time.

It frustrates me alot when I could answer

the questions when I left with couple of minutes.

Why didn't my brain process the questions much faster?

I received frequent headaches every single day.

Probably everyone is facing the same situation as me.

and who doesnt?

I bet braniacs received it too.

Or perhaps not. -.-

Go Figure!

In the morning, I took Physics Paper.

I do not even know that I could even make many

pointless careless mistakes when doing science subjects.

(including chemistry and biology)

Life is full of intriguing yet exhalarating

experience.

Such a wonder.

Paper 2 was a -byebye-mark-gone-case-

I do not expect Section B to be alot easier.

Thank god i managed to finished it with 1 blank in 20 minutes

Therefore,I spent most of the times bursting my brain cells for section A.

Still unable to crack the code.

My brain failed me.

*dissapointing look

Or perhaps Im the one who dissapointed my brain..

*appologising to my precious brain
I am insane.

Well, who cares?

laughs.

Thank God for guiding me when I was doing all of the papers .

It feels nice though.

HIM gives me the calmness of mind.

Even though its little.

Alhamdulilah,syukur.

Maths paper was typically average.

-Easy yet Hard-

If I were given much time,

I would probably secure a Bgrade.

Amaths was normal.

Just as I expected.

-.-

Biology was (fill in the blanks)

Many mistakes were done in MCQ.

Darn it.

It's easy yet I ruined it.

Spoiler urh.

Chemistry was beyond my imagination.

No words could even describe it.

Except cursing throughout the whole period.

-.-

Nevertheless,

I treat MYE as a practice.

Tell me,who can absorb all the information

In less than 12hours.

For every single day.

And ace for every question

Let alone Einstein.

Why Im bringing up Einstein?

Its simple.

I envy him so much that I wanted his brain.

God,can I be as talented as him?

*cannot imagine myself as Einstein.LOL.

Full Of Wonders

Bring A Whole New Experience

The End.

Shayt.I still have Exams For 4 Sundays

Starting this week.

Darn it.

Wish me Best of luck.

I'm going to mug as if there's no tomorrow.

ONLY After my 'relax' days are over.;D

2009-05-11T09:28:00.002+08:00

"There's always be today to be perfect"

Yesterday was great.

Watch Willy Wonka.

Syahidah reminded me,Shafiqah and Rashidah

to watch it when we were released from the religious class.

She is weird.

In a good way though.
.

For the past three days,

Believe it or not.

I spent my time watching "One Piece"

Joy to the world!

At night,

Study biology first few chapters.

and watch S factor.

It was funny.

Me and my bro kept laughing.

Mostly my brother-.-

Boys!

Then,

Me and my brother came out a topic about marriage.

haha!

Part of the conversation

aini: I want to get married at 26.

Brother:oh.then when to start family?

aini: At 40years old.

We were laughing our ass off.

My brother scolded me for making him laugh

when he was eating.

haha!

tralala.

Going to study with Norryn.

tralalla.

Will come back Next week.or next month.

2009-05-09T18:14:00.002+08:00

"Revive The Sweet Moments "

Me and Norryn;)

webcam on friday.

We gone crazy.

mostly me.

LOl.

Sayang dia:D

2009-04-29T18:55:00.006+08:00

'Fantasy Bliss'

Grinning from ear to ear.

Only God knows why.

So yeah,I was definitely high.

But unfortunately,it never last.

I failed my essay.

Joy to the world!

Expositiory Essay.

General Knowledge Low.

Own Knowledge Limited.

Therefore,I failed terribly.

Comments which were made by Mdm Pamela were;

1.Tend to translate Malay to English.

2.Grammar Errors.

This is what happens when I do not bother to correct my mistakes.

and this matter is totally out of control.

I have only a few months to brush on it

before I take my Olevel paper. -.-

I need time travel.

Braniac Scientist,please invent a time travel.

wait a minute.

Scientist is a braniac.

I think so.

Perhaps,I should read more books.

Better yet Newspapers.

Why language is so important?

hmph.

Im good at thinking.

Math is loved.

Speaking about Maths,I still need to finish up my

assigments.

Must achieved an A

For both maths. ;)

Practice makes Perfect.

I owe SPA files.

Yet to be filed in.

and copy.

Did I told you I lost my Biology File?

Thanks to him,I need to buy a new one.

and REDO.

-.-

Oh.today was Bio Mock test.

Amazingly,I surprise myself that I could answer the questions

without me studying for it.

Because I was plain lazy.

Must put a stop on my laziness.

-.-

Yihao is getting better.

Straight As is within his grasp.

I can assure of that.

Most people will say,

"If that person could do it,I could do it"

So yeah.

Holding that quote deeply into my heart.

;)

I cannot take another breakdown.

I love my cik abang.

as afriend of cos.

2009-04-24T18:05:00.009+08:00

Yesterday.

I know I am not that bright.

I get it.

They are are brighter than me.

Today,Malay examinations.

Azura and I freak out when we found out that first paper is paper2.

Pathetic. -.-

Thank god,I manage to do it fluidly.

Peribahasa only.LOL.

Yeah.

Paper 1 was such a waste.

I stared at the question for 30minutes.

Daze around.And slept for a few seconds.

but.still manage to finish it.

SYABAS.

I decided to join Jasmine,Felyna and Mianwoon for lunch.

I kept smiling for no apparent reason.

I could officially declare myself crazy.

cos I think I smiled at a matrep in a bus.

-.-

We ate at PIZZA HUT.

I am bolding it cos i am emphasising on it.

We aint rich.

Student meal.

It was hilarious yet embarassing.

We take pictures when people are looking at us.

I think we talked very loud that i think the counter could hear us.

We laughed at people's action.

and

We have no sense of patience.

hahha.

I love them lots.

They make my day.

Ate pizza for two days in a row.

Pictures of the day.

2009-04-23T19:10:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow Mid-Year Exam.
Stress much?.

Im prepared.
-----------------------------------------------------------------

LOl.Im just kidding.
I have not read up on the 'peribahasa' thing.
I miss Cikgu Junaidah. ;D
She's sick.
news fron cikgu alinah-
hahah!

great,
i am gonna order pizza.
*stomach growling.

taking back my love.

2009-04-16T19:37:00.003+08:00

Never thought of it.

Yes.The class finally got a class-tee.

Gerek urh.

But I cannot wear it.

It's at home.

Darn it.

Now,im feeling depressed+hurt.

but what can I do.

I only can take whatevershits with any means of risking it.

I'm ready.

Dang,im ready,

2009-04-12T20:17:00.002+08:00

3rd April: GOOD FRIDAY.

Suppose to meet azlin at 10.30.
I overslept.
So i meet azlin,hanna&nadhilah at KFC at 11+
Suppose to meet sukainah&sofia at nadhirah's bustop.
But i overshot and they weren't there.
They were having breakfast at coffeeshop.-.-

Celebrate Nadhirah's bdae at a park opposite Lakeside primary.
So ppl who were there to celebrate Nadhirah's birthday are;
Me,azlin,suki,hanna,sofia,nadhilah,aizat,khairul,haziq,bayu & angah.
Did I miss anyone?

It was great.
Shall not elaborate.
Use your imagination when I say the celebration was GREAT.
Im lazy.

Then at 145,meet wendy.
we catch a movie,KNOWING.
We sit at the side; 3rd from the front.
hahaha.
The movie was exhilarating.
Use your imagiation again.

At night,
A mother-daughter day out.
We shop till we drop.
*love mom.

4th April.

Had a haircut in the morning.
I look like a kid.with short-straight hair.
Norryn say i look like an apple.

Meet norryn at 3.
I was late for 1 hr.
Thank goodness she has the patience.

Meet her at JElibrary.
But i was hungry,
So we proceed to McDonald westmall.
and..
There's a birthday party AGAIN.
so we were like trying to find seat,
and our luck was with us.
We managed to finish all our assigments ad did some revision.
*hi-5 to norryn if she read this.LOL

So I enjoyed my two-day outing.hahah.
Done.

Gotta do revison:D

2009-04-12T20:13:00.002+08:00

I LOVE NORRYN BTE SURAEN!

I had fun yesterday.

2009-04-10T19:20:00.002+08:00

it's a sweet wonder

Today,2 outings for me.

One is with wendy. and the other is azlin and 'gang'.

Will elaborate later.

-Going out with my mom.-

2009-03-04T19:46:00.003+08:00

When everyone was wondering,

she was grinning to herself.

Not a single word was said.

Ignore the face and the hair.

Look at the golden badge.

It was given by a good friend of mine.

And he was the 1st pilot.

A first-timer.

Get a badge.

COOl still.

Its only me who have it.

haha.

I LOVE IT.

2009-02-25T21:06:00.004+08:00

"You shocked the world."

This pictures tickles me alot.

Shouldn't I get a grammy award for this?

I have the potential to become a monkey.

But perhaps,I prefer to be a human being.

Thank God.

Personally.I want the old me back.

In terms of studying.

Usually I feel so energise when it came to studying.

Now I feel so reluctant.

Where's this excitement?

Oh.shucks.

I think I regained it bit by bit.

But still not satisfied.

shit.

Main focus:O level.

SYf,you can fly away to whateverland.

TCHOUKBALL!

Till then.

Bye.

2009-01-20T21:14:00.002+08:00

"Demoralised."

by the way; HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY RASHIDAH!

Meet Mr _____ yesterday.

I failed my test by a pathetic 1 mark.

Mr _______ told me that at this rate i will fail.

whatthehell.

yeah.

I heard he has ALOT of experiences and holds good reputation.

Oh please.

You are demoralizing your students instead of encouraging them.

or are you tring to state the facts or truth?

Come on lah.

Who are you to judge your students that they have no room for improvement?

A teacher?

It's not enough to judge us by that.

I have problems.

and the great tips I get from you is

"You need to practice alot.If you are unable to do.too bad.I cannot help you,"

wait.

Are you a teacher?

You are not helping out with my problems.

oh.stop being a teacher if you do want to teach plus help the students.

Be a person who record their information in a tape.

Because i understand very well that you cannot answer any of my questions.

Better yet.

Be a Demoraliser or a Critic.

Cause your words are hurtful.

You are pulling my Good Esteem in improving

down to the earth.

But guess what.

I am going to prove to you that I will get good grades for it.

And this is getting better.

I am not thanking you for it.

"What's the point of having good teaching skills but do not

know how to help students who are in need?"

answer: No point at all.(laughs)

I hurt my middle finger.

2009-01-18T17:44:00.005+08:00

"Life has many obstacles.They were never great and

can never be forgotten.But you just have to smile

through it all as if all those have been forgotten."

touche.

School.

Time passes quickly.

As if it is calling out for the O's to come.

and yet im sitting right here to blog.

Band,please go away.

You are ruining my life.

I dread upon going to band.

I cannot wait to have a friendly match with Bendemeer Sec.

Tchoukball.Girl's Division.

Oh.stop.

Fine.I am going to study chemistry.

and doing my unfinished homeworks.

I still owe Sheryl about the cip project thingy.

I think im going to change to be a more religious person.

chey.

hatiku sudah terbuka untuk memakai tudong.

But don't know when.;D

2009-01-09T20:14:00.004+08:00

" Nothing is more diffiicult than

you making your own decisions."

hello 2009.
Goodbye 2008.
(I know I am slow.)

First day of school is rather pathetic.
PA system spoilt. wth.
And guess what?
I believe it is 3 years straight in a row
since I was Secondary two.

Spoiler on the First Day: BAND PRACTICE.
gerekorwhat*sarcastic tone.
This frustrates me alot.
We have not decide on what to play for SYF yet.
*jump for joy,yay.hooray.
I think I've become a sadist.
Can we just play Eagle Bend for goodness sake?

Why do we need to prove to Mrs Chee about changing her mind to let the band
play Flying High?

Give me 10 REASONABLE reasons.
and for that I give you 10 reasonable reason why we just play Eagle Bend,

1.We have work on that piece for almost 5 to 6 months?
2.We have sacrifice our precious time on band just to improve on that piece.
3.We have played the song for an uncountable of times.
4.We cannot afford to waste any of our time to play Flying High.
5.We played Flying High like kanasai.(ryhme:D)
6.Our piece on Eagle Bend have not even properly polished yet.
7.What's the point of playing higher level when we cannot even play Eagle Bend beautifully?
8.We have tutoring on that particular piece.
9.WHAT'S THE POINT OF GOING HONGKONG?
10.Please do not waste our effing time.

Thank you very much.

Its been exactly a week after school start.
Gosh.
Time Fly Really Fast.

OFFICIALLY,I love HigherMotherTounge lessons.
Monday is Olevel result.
That point of time I need to decide whether to continue embracing
HMT subject or just to suffer with MT subject.

I think I decided to go Junior College instead.
or maybe polytechnic.

This year I am going to study every single day.
and those every single day,I am going to study.
WhatamIsaying.

IkeptsayingF.
Oh god,please terminate all those
unnecessary words inside my brain of knowledge.
Is there even such a phrase called brain of knowledge?
Ohwell.

canieverforgetaboutyou?
canyouevenforgetaboutme?

2008-12-10T21:39:00.007+08:00

hello.

Using my brother's laptop.
I seldom use my computer due to the
malfunction of it.
It occurs most of the time.
And all the pictures in there.(sigh)

COMPLAINTS;D
People complained to me that they have a hard time reaching me.
by calling or smsing.

I am really sorry.
I cannot help it.
I am away from my phone usually.
:(

NEWS
I have watched Twilight.
It's nice though.
My brother watched in cinema.(sneak preview.)
His friends got free ticket.urgh.
He said it is exciting.
And said that many girls screamed when Edward and Carlise were shown.
Who is Carlisle?
Edward's Father.
not biologcally.

tralalal.Yeah.Robert Pattison is (melts).
ahaha!ah yes.
I heard that many people may wonder what is so good about Robert Pattison which act as Edward cullen.
I find him hot in the Twilight movie.
RealLife depends.

I think Robert Pattison act as Edward Cullen is suitable.
I Find him hot mah;D
But people may disagree

But I like Edward cullen because of it's Character mostly.
one thing.he is charming:D

Everybody has different perspectives and opinions on the person.
So there is no right and wrong eventually.
All we need to do is respect with the person's perspective or opinions.
yeah.

I am going to watch Twilght with Wendy next week.
Can't wait!trala,

edward..emmett..jacob..james..(Robert..Kellan..taylor..Cam.)

sorrow.tears.pity.touched.is never enough for them
we could never feel
the feelings that they've been through.

Can I visit Jamiyah Children Home(DARUL MA'WA) one more time?

2008-12-08T10:19:00.002+08:00

PICTURE OF THE DAY

8 December 2008

*10 Zulhijah 1429.*

HARI RAYA HAJI!
Despite this auspicious day.
I ruin the day.
I think.
I was in a bad mood or whatsoever.

Mother was angry with me 10 minutes ago.
My replied, for acting the way because i just walk off when she
talk to me, was I am simply tired.

Argh.
I know what you are thinking.
But people ,who understand me very well, will know why i react that way.

*the above pic was taken today.
ps.i do not like my baju kurung at all.
Oh.well.

If I have the time,
I will upload pics of hongkong that I promised.
Trallala.

Till then
bye!

2008-12-02T20:46:00.002+08:00

I'm back from HONG KONG!
5days4nights.

I have been into a fantasy plus the adventure.
-Disneyland-&-Ocean Park-
It was memorable.

First Flight Ever.
I want to ride again!
guess what?
I received a United Airline badge from
THE 'CAPTAIN' OF THE PLANE!
(if i am no wrong urhxD)

Obviously i showed almost everyone the badge.
yeah i know what you are thinking.
But I am too excited that I cant control myself.
Haha!

PS:I Lost half of my 4rd day pics and 5th day pics im my camera.
urgh.due to the lagging of my cam.my fault urh.

I will update the pictures soon.

I miss United Airlines.
I miss HongKong Disneyland.
I miss Ocean Park.
I miss bargaining in Ladies Market.
I miss taking photos.
I miss Mike.
I miss HONG KONG.

Can i go again?

2008-11-23T20:59:00.003+08:00

hello readers.

I am feeling very excited that I
am going to hongkong in 3 days time!

so please do not miss me.
you better miss me or i will haunt you xP

I am blogging to make my blog alive.
and I am bored!

Till then,
bye!

2008-11-20T01:01:00.003+08:00

Time check: 1.01am.

Obviously this shows that I am not tired.
I have been thinking hard lately.
But the thing is I do not know what is bothering me.

Studies?
probably.
I think i know why.
hmph,
depressed about it.

Speaking of depressed,
I was very upset.
I was watching this show" 2X5 Dol"
and there is FAUZIE LALILY*melts,

and the continuation will be on 26th,
Doesn't ring a bell?

I was moaning about it.
and thus came out a conversation with my brother,

Bro: haha.go lah hongkong.
Me: *ignore
Bro: Why only 5days?why not twomonths.why not forever?

astonishingly,im not angry.

Me: You pay arh,Better yet.sent me to Mauritius forever.
Bro: For what?
Me:Yalah,you want me to stay hongkong.i rather chose mauritius and live there.
Bro: oh.Make sure you nvr come back.
Me:*ignore

WTH!
Saifudin say that brothers is always like that,
that one i know urh.
But..urgh!

------------------------------------------------
moment of silence
------------------------------------------------

Okay,
i returned to myself.
But I still love my brothers;D

Recheck time: 1.15am

I need to revise my studies sooner or later,
Do not slack aini.

I am Living in a Restricted Zone.

Till then .
bye!

2008-11-19T17:41:00.006+08:00

Q1. The person that tag/ pass me this is?
Norryn(she will probably haunt me if i do not do this xp!)
Hunny(she would spare me.LOL)

Q2. The relationship between him & her is?
Besties to be exact!

Q3. Your five expression of her & him is?
alot!they are friendly,sweet,funny,loud,caring,loveable.

Qn 4. The most memorable he & she have done for you is ?
everything that they do for me is memorable.

Qn 5. The most memorable he & she have said to you is ?
They miss me:D

Qn 6. If he & she become your lover you will ?
I will cherish them.and make sure they protect me.xp.

Qn 7. If he & she become your lover, thing she/he needs to improve on ?
Be a man!(lol=.=)

Qn 8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
There is no 'if '.

Qn 9. If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?
I repeat no 'if '.so no reasons.

Qn 10. The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is ?
Remember them till i die. ;D

Qn 11. Your overall impression on him/her is?
wahpiang.both of them are the best!

Qn 12. How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
I dont know.depends on the person.

Qn 13. The characters that i love about myself are ?
annoying and sometimes lame?haha.

Qn 14. On the contrary , what about the characters i hate about myself ?
lose my temper if I am tired.

Qn 15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
never think of it.

Qn 16. For people that love, care and concern for you, you say something to them ?
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Qn 17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they are?
(random sequence)

1. hafiz
2. norryn
3.hunny
4. afiq
5. wendy
6. gala isam
7. fathiah
8. sheryl
9. wankee
10. ricia

Qn 18. Who is no.6(gala isam) having relationship with ?
I dont know,but should be a girl.hahha!

Qn 19. No.9(wankee) is a male or female ?
Female urh.

Qn 20. If No.7(fathiah)No.10(Ricia) is together, will it be a good thing ?
I will freaked out.

Qn 21. What is No.2(norryn) studying about ?
Combined science(phyChem).Purebio.Emaths.
POA.e.geog.

Qn 22. When is the last time you speak to No.3(Hunny) ?
3days ago?

Qn 23. What kind of music band No.8(sheryl) like ?
I am not sure.I think is any kind of music.whatever music that seems nice to her she loves it.
but mostly she loves to sing chinese song.

Qn 24. Does No.1(Hafiz) have any sibilings ?
Alot i tell.Include him 7siblings.

Qn 25. Will you woo No. 3(Hunny) ?
noway.she is taken.If she's not.probably.hahah!

Qn 26. How about No. 7(fathiah)?
nope!she will hentam my head i tell you.
dangerous junior.hahha~joking.

Qn 27. Is No.4(afiq) single?
Nope!hahah.

Qn 28. What is the surname of No.5(wendy) ?
Ng

Qn 29. What is the hobby of No. 10(ricia) ?
play piano:Dand doing craft.she's good at it.
i think thats her hobby.

Qn 30. Does No.5(wendy) & No. 9(wankee) get along well?
i dont think so.
they barely talked to each other.

Qn 31. Where is No. 2(norryn) studying at ?
JURONGVILLE:D

Qn 32. Talk something casually about No.1(Hafiz) ?
He is one of my favourite cousin.omg.He knows me very well.he knows my attitude very well.
and he always make me laugh although he makes me angry.haha.alot lah.

Qn 33. Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6(gala isam) ?
omgawd.i tried alot.LOL.but cannot arh.hahha!

Qn 34. Where does No.9(wankee) lives at ?
near police station.hahha!

Qn 35. What colour does No.4(afiq) like ?
iamntsure.

Qn 36. Are No.5(wendy) and No. 1(hafiz) good friends?
they do not know each other.

Qn 37. Is No. 7(fathiah) the sexiest person in the world ?
probably:D

Qn 38. What is No. 6(galaisam) doing now ?
find a job i guess.

DONE!
hunny,norryn.i mish you guys luh:D
haha.

now tag replies.

norryn: ive done the quiz:D
clarrisa: TY!
Ahdila: suresure!
Amanda: okok:D
Sincheong: hahah!cool.nice story right?i will relink you soon!

till then
bye!

2008-11-11T19:15:00.003+08:00

as days goes by.

Have you ever wonder that the world is changing?
I am not trying to be a geologist or something.

Back to the point.
I was just going back home from school.
and I saw this bunch of kids
and kids nowadays are changing.
became matured i guess.
but in a wrong way to be exact.

I could not even say they are kids.
They are just "trying to fit in" i guessed.
I dont know.
kids are supposed to be innocent.
and angel-like.
I repeat supposed to be.

As people are changing.
the world is changing.
using mathematical theory
changes of people varies directly to the changes of the world. ;)

Climate is changing.
and you should know all the natural disaster.
if you really think deep inside.
You will understand.

I am not going to think about this anymore.
It makes me cry as i go deeper.

the world is going to end.I am afraid.
Very afraid.

.......................................................................
*moment of silence
-----------------------------------------------------

I want cousin-day outing!
last sunday,we organise an outing.
the day before to be exact.
it is because they came to my house for attending some function.
1.My late greatgrandmother(mother'side:40 days)
2.My late grandfather(father's side:100 days)

These means that both sides are coming to my house.
COOL.

Our plan is going ice skating at JE.
they spent a night at my hse
For your info.We set off at 3.30pm.
we:me.hafiz.'baby',amirah.

wait.PIZZA is calling me.
im going to eat.so wait for 30 mins.

*30 minutes

Guess what we take taxi to go to JE from my house.
Rich huh?
Do not show me that expression.
I lost in the vote.

*3 people vote for taking taxi instead of bus.

JE CLOSED DOWN SINCE 31 OCT.

then we go snow city.
but not worth it.
we ate at mac.
and go bowling!
yay!

Fun lah.
went back home.reach at 900pm.
Amirah stayed for one night again.

haha.
ok.

busy chatting with an old friend of mine.

Till then
bye!

2008-11-07T10:34:00.003+08:00

Currently at CPA LAB 2

having elementary maths lesson now.
yay!
i am not sneaking into this.
Mrs Neo LY allowed it. :)

okay I need to pay attention now. :)

after maths, band.
yay?

2008-11-06T18:11:00.007+08:00

EDWARD CULLEN!*melts!

his lover(Bella)

BACKGROUND

Cullen's Family.

I cant wait for this movie.

A story turns to a movie!

The book is exhilarating.

Once you read it.You cant stop. :)

I read all the four books in 12 days!

*applause*

Its thick.

but not as thick as Harry Potter.

You may wonder why i love Edward Cullen.

Go and read the book to find out yourselves:)

or wait for the premiers!:)

till then,

bye!

2008-11-06T16:15:00.002+08:00

Emaths supplementary:9-11.
Band:10-1.30.

Obviously i woke up at 8.
i never thought there is elementary maths
supplementary today at 9 until I called
Felyna.(phew.)

Intended to reach school at 9.30.
but I do not want to miss a thing.
Luckily,my parents wanted to go out
eat breakfast.i followed.

Im still late though.
*giggle.
by a few minutes.
..............................................................
skip.
...............................................................

band was alright.
my sound is heartbreaking.
:(.
Get a form for payment to go hongkong.
standard.
Full price.
No edusave.
Eaten up for kayaking.

then go bubble tea.
I really don't want to go because
I am super lazy.
But wendy wanted to go.
So i followed her.
Wendy you should thanked me for that!:)

wendy realise there is one bird without a feet.
It left with one feet only.
It is sad right?
Luckily it still can fly.
Prove: It flew from my side to Syazwani's side.(at the end)
(proven)

HAHA!
I am being stupid here.
Pardon me.

But it is also sad that the bird's friend
has one missing 'toe'
I do not know the exact term.

Then went home with wendy.

wendy.i want to find out:)

need to study for CHEMISTRY 'O' LEVEL PRACTICAL(SPA).
wish me luck.

2008-11-05T17:06:00.005+08:00

hello there.

i am back to blogging.
No typical reasons.
Just wanted to.

I have changed the blogskins:)
Ain't it cute or what?

Today Malay 'O' level examination.
.............................................................
no emotion.
.............................................................

Mdm Junaidah was nowhere to be seen to give us
support or whatever.
and do you know that she never held extra lessons for us
to prepare for the O's.
She only send a message to Nadhirah saying that
there are no extra lessons during the school holidays.She wants us
to self study. -.-

Yay?
i am basically happy.
But to think of it.
As a teacher,you should give us at least one lesson to
recap.
I know she have the confidence in the HMT students due to their results.
Except me.
She do not even care,

let me recap this conversation between me and Mdm Junaidah.
(in malay)

Mdm Junaidah: Aini,cikgu rasa aini tidak boleh buat 'O'level hmt.
Me: Oh.Cikgu, aini memang tak payah buat O level HMt.Saya nak drop HMT.
Mdm Junaidah:oh...dah memberitahu ibu kamu?
Me: sudah. :)
Mdm Junaidah:Oh....aini walaupun kamu nak drop HMT,tidak semestinya tak payah buat latihan cikgu berikan.Tetapi aini kena buat O level malay tau tahun ini kerana kamu sudah bayar.
Aini:Aini tahu.

*walk off

Haha.See!Mdm Junaidah has no hope for me;D
I just join HMT for fun but basically to compete with my first brother.
But i will never able to beat him in language.
Technically.My language stinks. :(

his result for Olevel:

English:A1/2
HMT:Distinction
Malay:A2/1

So to cover all up.His language is A.
My brother is my inspiration.
I look up to him though.
so my aims are always to beat my first brother.

Back to O level.
I am sitting at the last row and Column 16.
and I realise there is one handsome Eurasion
hahah!
i turn back and tell azlin about it,
(sempat!)
Paper 1 is okay.
Paper 2 is easy.(seriously,bina ayat senang:D.
the word are;jelas,manarik diri,tempahan.senangkan?:Dkosa kata pun boleh dikatakan senang.the rest neutral.)
(I hope i get good grades.)

During paper 2,
My barcode slip drop.
the Eurasion suppose to collect it.
When he comes to me,
i just show that my slip drop.
and he smile.
*melts.

hahah.
hani is jealous about it:D

then went home with hani and norryn.
miss them lots.

I think i have second thought of not dropping my higher mother toungue.If i am able to get an A.I will continue. :).
I still remember i fail my normal malay paper.or sometimes never did great even it was an easy paper.i really hope that my O level reasults turn out good.

Ya allah.Kabulkan harapan ku ini.kerana kamu maha Kuasa.dan aku hanya hambamu yang lemah.amin.

Till then,
bye!

2008-08-09T08:36:00.003+08:00

There are so much to talk about.
but ive got a limited time.

and it has been a long time since i blog.
im busy.(LOL)

crosscountry.
overall okay.
no comments.just like the part when boon jun.me.natalie.wankee.ran together in one line.
that was so much fun that at least somebody running speed is like me.
and. blabla.
we won the best dress awrd.
after that went home with wendy.walk around at japanese garden.
nyehaha.

nationalday.
FUN GILER!
haha.
we 3A students are confirm crazy.
when choir is performing.
we at the stage dancing away to their singing.
after that we sing again to the national day song.at the back of the hall and to the stage.
the best national day celebration?

graduationday.
the sad moment.
me nadhirah and azlin are perfoming,singing you are the music in me.
with the help of shaffiqa and syazwani guitar skills.
you know why?

adila forget to bring the cd.
and of cos we panick.
so we ask syazwani and shaffiqa for help.
and they play the chords so damn nice.
can i learn how to play a guitar?
nyehaha!

then theres powerpoint.
it was very touching

dedicated to frenchornist:
although im from trumpeter to frenchornist.
im glad that ive been with you all.
the laughs the jokes the bullies
and also the moment we played together.
the sound when we blend together just like a true frenchornist.
im just so happy.
although im a new comer,
all of you help me when im in need.
im gonna miss you all alot.
love you guys.

trading giftstime!
im feeling guilty not buying gift for my other seniors.
sorry seniors.

okdone:D
went back home with wendy again.
and wendy cheer up!:D

i saw my JYPS juniors from malay dance which also the brothers of danial.
haha.they still look the same.
THEY ARE TWINS.
and good looking just like their brother.
haha.

people kept asking whether im okay.
and yah im okay.
its just that im so damn tired.
lalala,

2008-07-07T16:40:00.002+08:00

boom!

im back.hmm.its has been such a long time since i blog.

two events has happened last week.
1.Youthday
2.kayak CIP

1.Youthday.

i am the emcee for that occasion.firsttime.It feels weird.
the whole performane was quite entertaining.but if i was the audience myself i get bored.
wait.only some of the performance.
but to grade everything if i was the audience ,boring.
i can sense it during lower sec assembly.
but wait.
even i don't plan the youthday thingy and the Studentcouncillors/PSl plan it differently in some ways..
i get bored too.seriously no offence.
cause throughout my years in jurongville.
all the assembly i attend is always boring.
nevers fails to bored me.
so theres nth to do abt it.
except good dancing skills are shown.
nyehaha!it entertains me thats why.
the rest nah:D
blabla.

2.KAYAK CIP,
fun.we thought we go there to kayak but instead we are helping out.it was fun.
me,suki,jun wei and ying seng are the logistics and the rest arethe helpers of carrying food.kayak.etcetra.

at first i was pissed off.cause i wanna kayak.but along the way.i enjoyed myself.
there's this time we are allowed to kayak.:D:D

ok i kayak.then no strength.blabla.came back to shore.
i was totally dehydrated.
i think i drink too little water.
i have no energyto help my friends carried the kayak back.
ggues what.
i was totally gasping for air.
and i need water so badly.
i ask suki,ahmad.and they say no.

i think they are thinking im weak.haha.
cannot blame them cause i think so too.
cause it was my first time to dehydrate so badly but kayak for only 10 minutes.not that long though.

so i just went to "logistics place" wher all the PDF and paddles were.
when i was walking,my vision was blurred.i could passed out any moment.but luckily this trainer ask me and i say i need water and he gave me.i drank it.and i revived:D
oklame.
i made two friends.i think.
they both from republic poly.
i say friends cause they talk to me.then we chat lil bit.
their name is edmund and bingkai.i think.

they are not kayakers but they were there just to kayak for fun.but they cant cause no kayak left for them.poor thing.
so blabla.
have fun with all the jurongville kayakers.
i like the part when we disturbed ahmad in the toilet.
and we ate alot.

blabla.

willy and mr tan jit jin treat us SWENSES!
yummy.
ahmad and suki having a hard tim to choose.they keep holding back.haha!
in the end we three ate peperoni cheese pizza and i ate fish and chip too.:D:D
YUMMY seh.i drank rootbeer float all by myself:D
and either ahmad or suki say that i can drink it on my own without sharing.
and i just said "WEAK u BOTh are weak,"suki trying to fight for her rights. but i just keep saying"WEAK.WEAKLING!weak."at the end we three laugh.
and i won:D.

although they are strong in terms of strength.
i am strong in terms of enduring the coldness at the swenses and drnking big float cup all by myself.hahha!

good treat!THANKS WILLY and plus mr tan jit jin.
abt treating.
the day before both of them treat the kayak leaders too.
mr tan jit jin treat us pizza hut.
and willy treat cheese fries:D:D
yummy.
is great to have free food.
haha!
thats all.
i wanna do my hw.
i'm having bads emotion today.
when i dicovered chips'more hs been finished.
i pissed off.
when i find the malay homework lame.
i pissed off.
when my friend called,
i pissed off.
cause of everything.i dunno.why!

so tata!

pissed off.

2008-05-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

im gg to update my day tomorrow.i hope.cause i need to go o sleep.
im just pissed at someone

have a sense of respect whem im talking to somebody.
don't just cut in to correct my mistakes.
please do it after.

and you.
doesnt mean that the cd in your laptop is mine.
when i say is not mine,
you say"i don't care"
if like that.
I ALSO DON't CARE right?

if somebody say where is his/her cd.
i just say i don't know, i don't care and its not my problem.
don't fault me.
i just follow u.

i have changed.
but what about you?
u changed the worst.

2008-05-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

today was a blast.

meet ricia and wendy at 10.

psst.i'm late.i should meet them at 9.40.

10.15 meet the ice skating gang.

lol.i'm lazy to name them all.

aini please dont be lazy.

the names are: norryn,wanhui,syazwani,cherry,audrey,dexter,yige,joel,chin woe,wei heng.

ok thats all.

it was fun skating.

ouh memories.

i fall for 2 times. :D:D

nyehaha!

*beams proudly.

the others know why.

i pity syazwani.seriously.

but i should give an applause to her *applause!

she tried her best to skate without holding the handle.

Best student. haha!

norryn knows how to skate:D

wan hui too!

dexter also!

audrey too!

this are the pro skaters.HAHA!

we conquer the ice-skating ring!

cause we make chains.caterpillars.

everybody is looking at us.almost.

syaz,dex,yi ge and....(i forgot who.)

ask me did i go ice skating evryday.

*so called. :P

i cant remember exact wrds.

of course i didnt go ice skating everyday.

i aint rich!

end at 4.wow.its like 5-6 hrs of ice skating.

its fun!

then there's this accident of a REAL pro skater fall on her head.

and upcoming person fall on her.

dang.that's gonna hurt a lot.

haha!

then.take neoprints!

neowhore!

haha!

then went back hme!

full with energy

2008-05-14T09:27:00.002+08:00

wee!

ive change my blogskins.
heheh!
.im gg to ice sating!:D

TATA!

2008-05-05T19:25:00.001+08:00

links will be updated after MYE.
sorry for the inconvenience cause.

2008-05-05T19:16:00.002+08:00

.......

my blog is going to rot.
and im going to save it.
ok crap.

im getting lazy. shayt.

okay done.Lol.
if i care abt this blog,
i will update:D

abt today.
hmm.
the weather is fine and cooling.
and i have a 'great' conversation with my mom.
i camwhore everywhere i go.
done.

i want to revise for my maths now.
done.

.....................

last post of the week i think.

2008-04-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

hello.

i never thought of blogging again.

*sneak in just to use the comp:D

lalala.
today was a blast!:D
maths lessons CAMWHORE!
Mrs neo took over mdm pamela's class.
Mrs neo nearly caught us.
We sat at the back causes us to make so much noise.nyehaha.
sorry 3A.
a bad chairman indeed

*mom called.

ok where was i.
after school.paint the bin!
Lotsa fun.
it was already 6.35.
and yet i got time to buy bubbletea.
me,ricia;wanke and sheryl.not to forget weiting went to the bubbletea shop and came across JASMINE and HUIMIN:D
we had a great day.

i went hme at 7.20.Shucks.i hate it alot.can do revision you know!

haha!
zackry is so cute!lalala!
not to forget ZEQEKRY!nyehaha!
do hw.stress.need to think of cheer steps and put it into a cd!
tralala!

i feel that we are drifting apart too.
and i am glad that u know that im plain busy.
you and her are in the same class.
both of u knows evrything about what's happening in both of your life.
cause u two are partners.
and i ve been left out.
cause there's times i do not understand what both of u are talking about.
i feel aliented at those times.
i can't expect for you too to split up right?
its selfish of me.
seeing both of u two happy.makes me feel happy.
cause i know that both of u alright.
wow.im saying this as though im ur bigger sister like that.LOL
yeah.we are still friends.best friends to be exact rite?N3FA?

to be honest.
im jealous that both of you make jokes that simply i don't understand.
have fun together.
sing songs that simply i dunno cause im not fan of tht language.

but there's also no need for me to make a deal of it.
cause i know it ain't both of your fault.

let's face it.its mine fault.
and dont worry.i try to make every drop and time of my moment to be there for both of u forever.

Thanks for worrying abt me.:D
and yeah dont bottle up our feelings.

and i just want to let both of u know.
my life has become "loopsy-dipsy loop."

"i never take friends for granted
as i know they will be there for me when i need them."

2008-03-31T21:32:00.002+08:00

i think this will be a short post.
i think.

i never thought that i could bear this suffering and pain alone.
i never thought that i cant gave my pain to someone.
i never thought that i need to solve this on my own.
i never thought that my life could be like this.

i just can't let out my feelings.
Its just so deep inside me.

a puny girl like me
tend to be strong.

irony isnt it?

2008-03-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

temperature: 38.3 degree celsius

Im sick alright.
im supposed to meet nadh at 7.45.
but cannot meet.sorry.im weak.

9.05.vania called.
i told her that im sick and she asked me to have a M.C.
i hate giving M.C.
so i went to my dad's room and ask him to sent me to school.haha!
Im supposed to go polyclinic ok.so don't even try to think im pampered.(which i do.sshh!)

band was alright.teach junior.sakit hati.i asked her to constipate to pitch high notes in the end she never do. ._.''

i kept coughing. *cough2.

tomorrow,have study grp with wankee and sheryl.ricia could not make it.she got tuition.
there's tons of homework!every subject got homework.3 projects to do.This ain't my holiday week.Homeworks spoilt me.haha!:D kidding.homeworks makes me smart you know!:D:D
i need to start revising.wait.ive started already.only maths.Bio,chem,physics tomorrow or thursday.maybe.I need to get 11 points or below for my O level.i need to buck up my english.Everyone knows that my language sucks alot.So i need a lot of reading!or somebody please throw me some vocabs!or flowery words to me please!i need to get at least b3 for my english to satisfy me.better yet A2. hmt and malay.must get A lah!cannot dissapoint my race.
Menconteng arang di muka betul!sob2!

well im done.

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mineYou are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me goI would die so I won't runI don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonightWith the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah

With you-Chris Brown.

2008-03-10T22:27:00.002+08:00

hey.

im sick today.*cough
dang.
tomorow go band to accompany nadhirah.
i do not need to come as maybe i will not be attending the mentoring on fri.
Im not going for the band grp thingy at *wondering wheres the place
im going to Johor!weets.

quite alot of homework to finish up.
i never manage to do during my past weekends.
can i say im busy lately.?haha!
ive got a wedding to go to.(rewang!)

hang out with my cousins,anggun and syahirah.
they are smaller than me.It makes me feel like a kid again!:D

My second cousins,
name shahril and...*forgotten his name.
about them.
Shahril has a nice hair and a face that made me drool.LOL!(but i didnt drool)
admiring his hair and his pretty face.
He is soft.while his younger brother is vigrous.
you know what i mean right??
but i aint close to them.

RIDHWAN never came.Adam came.shucks.
they are my chinese second cousins.
I don't know why ridhwan never came but only his older brother did.
my closed cousins liked both of them including me. :Dheheh!
pft,GIRLS!

haha.hanging out with my cousins is fun.Syahirah and anggun look like TWINS.honestly.
they have the same name of crush.same immunity.same name of their gay friend. weird huh?
For me.nth!(smile proudly)

anggun had the hips of shakira.*pfft.im jealous.
me and irah was stunned that she could do it.
and we laughed our ass out in trying to do so.
we was like wt.wt.wt.HOW SHE DO man.

the second day was creepy.
aint gonna elaborate it.
clue:we sat at the playground in the evening.

the wedding was succesful. :D tahniah kepada SAUDARAKU bernama mhd nor dan isterinya hazlina.

today.was fine.doing mock exam.
blah2.

and today i keep boasting about myself to Faiez.
dang i need to stop.haha!fun knowing him. :D
New friends are loved too:D

faiez.you must take care of her.and treasure her.
don't break her heart alright?
or i will break you!haha!hope you two last long:D
irah.don't be shy2!
haha!have fun!

done!:D

2008-03-05T20:20:00.002+08:00

oh.

nyehaha!i did not update for a long time.
pardon me please.
i read people's blog only.
you can call me lazy.
but i ain't lazy, ok?

i only have time to study only.(cheh mcm faham)
blogging is all about sharing your day to everybody.
and even letting out your feelings.
i owe the readers.
so i need to write a long one.

*silent(nobody is reading my blog)

obviously.
i am talking to myself:D(smile proudly)
i aint gonna write a long one.
i need to study.
Homeworks.etc...

*chat msn with nadhilah.

ouh yar.
where was i.
ouh.nvm.
about studies.

english:aint gonna talk about it.
malay: hmm.ok.alright.wtv.(CIKGU KENA MAKE SURE AINI DAPAT B3 arh!)as she gave alot of homework.
physics:i do not really like the subject.but i scored well for it!:D:Dit makes me like it more:D
Chem: Fun but do not really know how to answer the qquestion.
Bio: Nyahaha!that sexy teacher.makes me do badly.haha!Fun.but the same reason for chem!i need to stop using connectors!
Social studies:MR LEE!!same like history.so i like!
Geography:i like!:D:D
hmt:i don't like summary!
maths & a maths: I LOVE IT!!!

so .i will end here.
wait!
let me post about today.
PE was fun.
studies was alright.
malay.no comment.i gonna salute mdm junaidah for some reason. :D
aint gonna tell!nyahaha!
after school.try football tricks in class!FUN OI!
i want to play sports!
teach azura chem.
band was alright.fun playing the music piece.

yesterday.is more fun!study grp with ricia sheryl and wankee!
Fun OI!can go crazy with them seh!
we benefit alot!
seriously!

talking abt friends.
close friends.i seldom with them.
i envy them.seriously.no joke.
they spent together all the time.
activities too.i tried to slot in.
but instead i find myself in a KPO state.
HAH! but i can't fault them.seriously.
it isnt their fault or me.
is just that im not use to the environment.
i need to get a hang of it.
but still i love them.
they still will be my babes.
haha.hope so. :D

ricia show me a video.
pictures video to be exact.
the pictures are mainly me and her.and the last pic is the study group gang!haha!
i feel so touched seh :D

norryn,don't be sad okay?
im still here for you!
remember that!:D

hani!
hey wat do u mean u barely had the time with me!
u can call rite??
haha!i aint gonna force u though!

hani and norryn:
im still here 4 both of u!

TAGS replied:

Sheryl: I LOVE SITTING IN FRONT OF YOU!:D

2008-02-10T14:59:00.000+08:00

is an ugly pic of mine.but adorable.UGLY + ADORABLE = CUTE

in my dictionary,i prefer cute=adorable.

but for this case i can accept yaw!

if ive got time i blog about the sentosa.

i am editing the photos:D

tata.

2008-02-07T13:06:00.000+08:00

i know my blog is dying.rather dismal isn't it?

now i came here to update.
not in the mood actually.
then why the heck i am updating you may ask.

i actually don't know the answer.
my life turning upside down and the loopyloop?
NAH!thats not it.

is just that i don't have the february spirit anymore.
i don't know why.
my birthday is coming.OOH.Yeah.ok.wtv.
but still no febraury spirit.

I need to mug,mug.mug.mug...and so on.thats what i wanted to do in my life.
pathetic isnt it?haha!
Pathetic people do pathetic things.
wait a minute.
Studying is not pathetic.

okay,fine.
I don't know whats happening to me.

yesterday.
hmm.celebration of chinese new year.
yahoo!yeah!ok..nice performance held by malaydance,chinesedance,choir and CO!
then do the .....i forgot what its called.and i don't like the smell.SKIP.

PE!
tired of shouting but i have fun:D
blabla.

hmt.
average.laugh.here and there.ok.skip.

then accompany hani buy accesories.
then went home.
i slept for 4 hours.
and that is fun.
Finally i got ample of rest.

today,well wake up at 11am.
proud of it.
nobody disturbs my beauty sleep.
simply love it.
after this gonna study.
I am aiming at least 11 points for my L1R4 next year o level.
so need to mug.
i wanna go sentosa.but.nvm.
see first.
wendy invite me go movie on sat
but im not gg.need to mug.
all the way study yaw aini.

my mom is dissapointed with me
of my result,although i pass.
i failed some of the test.but not terribly.1 mark less.
ok fine.i deserve the dissapointment.
thats why i need to mug.
heheks.

best friends,
sorry for the letdown.
i don't konw why i am saying this.
but im sorry.I feel like saying this.

i read norryn's blog.
she still have a cough for the past few days.
Pity her.
well she had moodswings.

norryn,i noticed it since yesterday morning.
wait i sense sth odd about u yesterday morning.
well not going ask why.
haha!

i also read hani's blog.
she had fun with her old friends.
im happy for her.

old frens.
long time never see them.
well i miss them.
but still no time for them anymore.
but see first.

okay fine.thats all.
i want to study.

i want my february spirit badly. :(

2008-01-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

hello everybody:)

is the second day of school and im very tired.awfully tired.
band.rehearsal.band.rehearsal.sian.

not the same class as my besties.quite sad though.
i am bz with my things.
i am scared that i may not able to hang out with them.
but im glad there are friends in my class.
overpopulated with girls!:D
4 malays.all girls.
someday i will be speaking in english only:Dhaha!

besties.
i miss alot of sharing.
as we are not in the same class.
we can only meet b4 school,recess and mt.maybe after school.
its odd without them as im not used to it.haha!

im taking highermalay.haha!
i ty to do my best.malay is easy to score but i have no idea why im bad at it.
i need help from my besties and especially myself.
i need to train starting from now on.

i wanna beat my bro:D

i will be awfully bz.
and i am a temporary chairman.
and don't mistook me as chairman of 3A.:D!LOL!
but i hope my classmates will get along with me.
and hope to mix around with them quite well.
haha!im trying step by step:D

dang,im getting sleepy.
toodles!:D

2007-12-30T12:54:00.000+08:00

I began to love french horns:D